Gila kah.Orang lain bz mok berchuti,kau gago mok molah psm?
It is about PSM.My final year project.Somehow at one point,I can get an headache if the words come across my head.That bad my PSM really cost me.As if last semester I unofficially raise white flag to my PSM.I just cannot see the endpoint of my project.I feel bad.Deep shit bad.
But,my SV just came back from her maternity leave last week.And,of course she's going to ask about my progress.Long paused before I text her,coming clean saying that I had accomplished nothing yet.She said ok, and asked me to see her at her office in the noon,the next day.
It's almost an hour lah jugak we talked about everything and how to keep the project on track.For everything that she told and taught me that noon,I am so grateful.She is full of drive and positive about life.And I am envy of her spirit.She's beautiful because it shines from the inside.
From an almost giving up loser,I am now trying to pull back my strength and make sure I nailed it on my presentation day.She said,"Not everything that we learned we'll get.Some things just not understandalbe.But we keep learning."
If she never give up on me,why would I?
Ok,that's for now.And just don't give up yet on anything you long for even if there is only a slight ray of hope.For which is worth more? never give up trying or never try at all?