"easy" seems so far away now.

After a very hard struggle just now,I just finished the third chapter of Distributed System. Really tough man,really tough.It takes gut to read all those bloody slides and translates them to your own notes with your own understanding. Owh,my brain must be in maximum torture now.What else could I do.This is the way to survive in the future.

I have my point of view here.Regarding on what is happening around and about to happen on few days onwards.Which one is really matter to you, the destination or the journey?

What about this.Once you have found the idle destination,what if it does not turns out to be what you really hope it to be?After all your hardworks,you spend half og your fortune.What about all the people you love,you care,your own life that had been sacrificed in order to get to the idle destination?

Would you rather kill all those things around you and just focused on the drive that you already has?

Or would you life every beat of your heart now and let every steps now leading you towards the idle life that you wanted.

To some opinion,they will do hardwork from now on,not knowing what is happening to the surrounding,or they don't even care if they world is not spinning today just to keep themself on track and achieve what they want.Then,after they found the utopia they'll hope they enjoy the other piece of life they have ahead.

I had decide to take this long walk.Not knowing where it would lead me later.But I do beleive that,step by step I will,too be there with you guys in the Utopia.No matter how long will it takes,how hard it may seem,let that just be another rock on my path,that hurt me deep.So that it'll leave a wound as a reminder of how painful the rock is.

So you decide now fellow friends.
What really does matter?


The destination or so-called Utopia

OR

the journey to the Utopia?

think what you thought would please you more.Because I,
I had decide mine.