Of My Random Experiences

I can see the examination mood around the corner.Been so long since I did not post any of my own handwriting.It is because I am busy like anyone else.Busy doing my daily routine,study.Nothing much had happen anyway.Just too tired of staying up till 3 am to read all those notes and coding which was totally undigestable by my brain.

April almost end.Nothing much to share about this another typical month.The sweetest part is when we went to UNIMAS participated in Festival Tari MAKUM.And there were for sure a very long and full of challenge before we went there.There had been a continuous training at Wisma Belia by Abang Nizam.And just so you know,he is a brilliant dancer.The best I ever met so far.A very supportive and energetic dancer.One thing I can help thinking of is that I really hopes that Abang Nizam can join the team flying to UNIMAS that day.But,what to do(apa bole buat).But it's okay for us.I bet it going to be more happier when he's around.Such a down to earth guy though he know that he is one of the best dancer in town.

Speaking of UNIMAS,there's a interesting story I wanted to share.A week before my departure to Sarawak,my lecturer did informed the class that there will be another examination conducted on Wednesday the next week.It is ok at the first time.But thing went a little messy when our flight to Sarawak was the exact day I had my second test.So,I met her shamelessly,begging for mercy that she will at least postponed my date sitting on that exam.You know what,she don't want to.It's fine then.I asked her again if she could do my test earlier than anyone else.Then she still refused to do so.I smiled at her and I went back...with a big loser face!Back at home,I keep talking trash about her and I did told people I met on how I felt about her.The night before we left,my friend came to me and asking if I can have the test or not.I said no.And my friend told me that she was willing to gave me.To cut the story short.First thing I can't be any happier.But until now,I still have a guilt on myself talking unnecessary thing about my lecturer earlier.Now that I am at stable again,I felt so bad about what I did.And if she happened to read my blog now.
I am,with all my heart..ask for your apology..
Rough day huh~


Then,I had my second visit to Kemasik.Feel so good and nice having yourself at home.Though it's others home.But,who cares!My second visit this time we went a little further.We even reached Paka.My junior hometown.We even had dinner there.A very large dinner.We had ikan tiga rasa,kailan ikan masin,tomyam putih,daging goreng kunyit.Wah..I really enjoyed myself with the food..yummy and the price are considerably fair.I am the one that have the suggestion to staying even for a night at Kemasik because I sincerely missed the damn picturesque beach so much.I really confidence that I would taking bath at the sea at that day.But too bad,we can't make it again for the second time.And I still have my hope to take bath and playing with Kemasik's wave.Maybe not now,not tomorrow..but as long as the hope is in here.I am confident,I will be next time.Sooner or later.

The next day,Khai drove back to UMP,almost hitting 11.30am.And by 2pm I was called by Kay offered me to joint Senandika's Picnic at Balok.What a day!I said yes and we went there.Ohh..I really love beach so much.Though Balok not as beautiful as Kemasik's.As long as I can play with the waves and the sand.Maybe you guys can't feel the excitement that I had.It subjective.For those that not yet been to beach before..give them a try.

And on April I had my final examination.Which is happening now.I just finished my Statistics paper on Monday and Web Application Development early this morning.I don't know but to tell the truth,this time there are no more feelings of nervous or unprepared of over-anxious.Maybe there are but controllable.I don't know.Maybe when you have a preparation,I mean a good enough preparation so you don't have to bring bullets into the examination hall,then you should not feel any worry.Sounds a little propa.But why should you be shame of it?You have the right to be proud.it is your effort.Your sleepless effort.Ok...propa..
And talking about the examination,when you have reach to my point,at where I am right now,the concerns of having a good grades will be more day by day.You must be agree with me,right.Even I keep talking trash or showing my dissatisfactions toward what am I studying right now,but I can't abusing myself by spoiling my grades or anything related to it.If I am doing that to myself,others even.For my beloved friend,I know that it is still early to enjoy yourself now.But,what will you do with such grades?I does not mean any harm,but please do something.It is not about me.It is about yourself.You will feel the satisfaction when you see the brilliant result.When things look a little too late like mine,then you will be more concern and you'll have sleepless night thinking of yourself.

There are going to be another two more papers for me.I don't know how many are yours.Some of them have six paper.Good luck for you.Six is just a number,man.And I can't wait to finish them up.As a reminder for me myself and friends out there,bear in mind that all of our hardness and sleepless night will be rewarded with the fair price.Just have faith in yourself.There are nothing in this world is easy.Even Rome is not built in just a day.