Dilemma II

Guess you guys still remember the previous entry entitled dilemma.I can say that life must be very hard at that moment.With all kinds of problemo.But that is just a little conflict in compared with my current state right now.Pressure comes and NEVER-EVER go..
"Problem-problem go away.....come again the other millenium..."
kusut.kalut.tension.kesat.bingung.,angol....semua benda mo dipikir...what is bvest for yourself..
deep inside..i feel like i just did another not-so wise decision.i know...................................................
i am well aware that i had been reminded zillion times by wonderful people around me to think wisely.....and every decision i made results to another person's hurt....deeply.I am so torn apart.
to choose what you really loves the most and what is important to your life..the most!!!

I am trying to be the calmest person...I try to as diplomatic as I could..maybe I am wrong..Zillions of times i did wrong..