constant dreamer

wei yi

2012-01-28T11:49:00.003+08:00

wo de tian kong duo me de qing xin

tou ming de cheng nuo shi guo qu de kong qi

qian zhe wo de shou shi nidan ni de xiao rong　que kan bu qing
shi fou yi ke xing xing bian le xin

cong qian de yuan wang　ye quan dou bei pao qi

zui jin wo wu fa hu xilian zi ji de ying zi　

dou xiang tao bi
baby ni jiu shi wo de wei yi

liang ge shi jie dou bian xing

　hui qu tan he rong yi

que ding　ni jiu shi wo de wei

yidu zi dui zhe dian hua shuo wo ai ni　wo zhen de ai ni

baby wo yi bu neng duo ai ni yi xie

Hi,2012!

2012-01-28T11:23:00.003+08:00

Hello,again. It is a very subtle and a little gloomy Saturday here in Bintulu and probably most are cuddling in the comfort of bed.But hey, wake up and lets do something fun today.Make yourself a cup of coffee,at least!

What a statement! Nothing worth comes easy.And yes,nothing worthy ever comes easy.There has to be sweat and blood,so they say, in oreder to get that worthy things. Personally, there are a lot of things in my life is sounds impossible.I was once put all my dream on the wall. Yes, I want to be this, yes, I want to be that..and God permitted..I manage to get most of them.now.

What will I do when I have reach the top? easy. I never run out of dream. Few months ago, a very good friend of mine joke me.." who don't know you..the one that always have a big dreams" well, it sounds even sarcastic if translated to Malay.But,no big deal. Because deep down inside I know what I am capable of doing and what not. I will agree to my friend only if I just keep dreaming and do nothing about it.

But friends, always believe in yourself. For no one will ever believe in us.

I remember then,I read somewhere that,if you want something so bad..that universe will finds a way to direct you to anything that you wish in life.

Till then.

kekuatan kata-kata membuatmu ingin membaca nya lagi.

2012-01-28T11:20:00.002+08:00

Semua luka akan sembuh, tapi tidak semuanya akan hilang.Beberapa luka akan menyisakan bekas—tanda bahwa sebuah peristiwa pernah ada. Memang tak ada lagi darah, nanah, daging yang koyak, atau kulit tersayat. Tapi jejak terlanjur terpacak dan manusia biasa tak bisa mengulang waktu untuk kembali ke masa lalu.Benar, kita bisa melupakan saat-saat kita bersedih dan terluka, tetapi sakitnya tetap akan terkenang; dada yang perih, perasaan yang tak pernah cukup diwakilkan pada kata-kata. Barangkali sudah kering air mata, dan kita tak perlu menangis lagi, tetapi sensasi hangat yang menjalar di tebing pipi kita masih akan tetap terasa: saat-saat di mana kita jadi manusia yang lupa cara bicara.Lalu pada saatnya kita akan tertidur, barangkali karena kelelahan. Dan ketika kita bangun, entah apa yang terjadi: dada kita sakit seperti baru saja dihantam ladam. Napas kita jadi berat, ada jerit yang menggumpal jadi sesak yang mengganjal di leher kita yang majal.Sesungguhnya, di sanalah kita ingin sendiri: mengasingkan diri dari kebisingan, mengakrabi ruang-ruang hati milik kita masing-masing. Bukan untuk jadi pengecut: Kita ingin sendiri karena kita menyadari bahwa kita manusia biasa yang mungkin terluka.Kita hanya ingin sendiri. Sendiri saja. Sesekali menangis tidak apa-apa.

Re-blogged from : http://www.fahdisme.com/2012/01/luka.html

Worthy

2011-11-16T18:14:00.002+08:00

Last Monday was the most memorable day of my life.

That phone call made a huge different to me and my life in particular.

Worthy

2011-11-16T18:14:00.001+08:00

Last Monday was the most memorable day of my life.

That phone call made a huge different to me and my life in particular.

Adele-Someone Like You

2011-11-11T22:01:00.001+08:00

I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,"
Yeah.

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

Addicted to this song!

A Year and more.

2011-10-15T16:00:00.001+08:00

I learn that, whatever that you decide in your life,it is still about you.And do not let others influence what you want in life.Because in the end,what matters is what you want.

There's always a purpose.

2011-07-16T09:31:00.002+08:00

1.I am 24 years old now.
2.I received a phone calls from Petronas for SL1M GEES Programme.Thank god
3.Everyday in life,ask yourself,for every thing that happen, what have you learn.

2011-05-26T11:55:00.001+08:00

13 may 2011 - interview with SLB

26 may 2011 - interview with Shell

ya, dirimu satu satunya

2011-04-04T01:39:00.002+08:00

Dirimu Satu

I will always love you kekasihku

dalam hidupku hanya dirimu satu

i will always need you cintaku

selamanya takkan pernah terganti

*courtesy of LirikLaguIndonesia.net

ku mau menjadi yang terakhir untukmu

ku mau menjadi mimpi indahmu

cintai aku dengan hatimu

seperti aku mencintaimu

sayangi aku dengan kasihmu

seperti aku menyayangimu

i will be the last for you

and you will be the last for me

i will always love you kekasihku

dalam hidupku hanya dirimu satu

ku mau menjadi yang terakhir untukmu

ku mau menjadi mimpi indahmu

cintai aku dengan hatimu

seperti aku mencintaimu

sayangi aku dengan kasihmu

seperti aku menyayangimu

i will be the last for you

and you will be the last for me

i will be the last for you

and you will be the last for me

kisah klasik dari masa depan

2011-04-03T14:59:00.000+08:00

i love you.

aku berjalan berpimpinan di padang yang luas

2011-03-31T14:58:00.003+08:00

tidak ada apa lagi yang tertinggal. hanya diri dan sekeping mimpi yang tak berhaluan. dan sekelumit harapan dari orang yang tidak jemu mencinta. terima kasih semuanya. hari hari ini kurasakan sama. semalam yang kupanggil hari ini pada hari sebelumnya telah berlalu begitu saja. tiada apa yang signifikan. hidup seolah tidak hidup. terima kasih pada yang mencinta setidaknya terasa sedikit ruang untuk rasa dihargai di atas padang hidup yang luas. aku tidak akan menghampakan tawaran cintamu. hingga bertemu kembali di lembaran yang baru. biarlah aku mengemudi hidup ini, biar susah,biar sakit. karena aku mau sakit untuk mendapatkan pelajaran hidup. selamat buat semuanya.

speechles

2011-03-25T00:45:00.002+08:00

there has been a lot happenings lately. And I don't even know where to start or to stop either. Life is life. Just have to keep moving until at certain point, look back on how far we have come. And look forward again on to where this journey heading.

Lets just take the road that less traveled. At least, that is what the good friend said. Be sure with what it is that you want to achieve in life. Not what it is good in the eye of someone else about you.

This is only the start of everything thing.
And this too, might be the end of certain thing that supposedly left behind a long ago.

I dont know.

Never gets easier.

2011-01-30T14:40:00.003+08:00

This theatrical life is hectic and it never been exactly described well but a ride of roller coaster. Ever since leaving the comfort home and a great company of friends back in the campus life, life to me never been easier. There are so much things to complaint about but in times, I just get better in understand that life's never been easier. Such easy life is nothing but a mellow ride that just about it.

No matter how much mistakes I make in the future to come,I rather dare commit it, than be sitting in the comfort zone doing nothing. Thanks to all this roller coaster ride. I am much awake now.

simply blown away

2010-12-17T21:46:00.000+08:00

Hidden Away lyrics
Songwriters: Groban, Josh; Wilson, Daniel Dodd;

Over mountains and sky blue seas
On great circles, will you watch for me?
The sweetest feeling I've got inside
I just can't wait to get lost in your eyes

And all these words that you meant to say
Held in silence day after day
Words of kindness that our poor hearts crave
Please, don't keep them hidden away

Sing it out so I can finally breathe in
I can take in all the same
Holding out for something I believe in
All I really need today

I want to free your heart, I want to see your heart
Please, don't keep your heart hidden away

You're a wonder, how bright you shine
A flickered candle in a short lifetime
A secret dreamer that never shows
If no one sees you then nobody knows

And all these words you were meant to say
Held in silence day after day
Words of kindness that our poor hearts crave
Please, don't keep them hidden away

Sing it out so I can finally breathe in
I can take in all the same
Reaching out for someone I believe in
All I really need today

I want to feel your love, will you reveal your love?
Please, don't keep your love hidden away
I want to free your heart, I want to see your heart
Please, don't keep your heart hidden away

Josh Groban – Higher Window

2010-12-06T00:42:00.002+08:00

For all the times I tried for this
And every chance at you I missed
I’ve been known to go my way
But I confess it made me miss you more

I drew my line across the sand
And set my flag in no-man’s-land
But here I am here I am, the one man band
With a song that’s meant for two

And there is a light from a higher window
Shining down on you tonight

And the music floats on the breeze
Bringing an easier time
And all of our cards are on the table
Tell me what you want to do
Just don’t tell me that it’s too late
For me to love you

How perfect we were meant to be
Our warm and silent symmetry
It’s times like these when all
All we need is to be reminded

Oh, and I’ve flown a thousand miles
To empty room and crowded aisles
And we went from cathedral bells
To show-and-tell and wish-you-wells
And I still look at you and I am blinded I am blinded

Because there is a light from a higher window
Shining down on us tonight
And the music floats on the breeze
From an easier time

And all of our cards are on the table
Tell me what you want to do
Just don’t tell me that it’s too late
Don’t tell me that it’s too late now
Just don’t tell me that it’s too late
For me to love you

Tumblr addict.

2010-11-24T20:53:00.002+08:00

Not necessarily true.There are many good blogs that really inspiring in the blogsphere.Some are simply great and really touch your heart in it's own way.Those are really good blog because you keep hit the older post until you realise that you are in the home page.

The essence of all this is,get something to read.Happy reading guys!

in the point of no return.

2010-11-23T17:02:00.002+08:00

Anyone of you still remember what was it look like on the first day of the school?Barely even remember,right.Some of us attending the kindergarten, and some like me,did not.We just straight away attending Year 1.It was all fun playing with colors and painting and such.Little by little,the time goes by from me barely a children attending school until here I am now.A grown up young man.I noticed that there is no time for me to really stop and have a long pause ,enjoying the journey throughout my life since childhood to teenager up to adolescent.Sad but true,that is what most of us experienced.

Realizing that there is something that I have to do,I take time and think back.Therefore,right after the internship training,I made one great decision in my life.The dream of having secure and bright future taking a back seat.I must take a long break and having a long pause.I want to discover myself about few things that I never had a chance doing before.Who am I? What have I achieved for the past few years? What is the best thing that ever occur in my life and what is the hardest thing in my life that is really hard to let go.I was clueless at the first part,but gradually started to realise few thing that is missing in my life.It might took hours or days or weeks to get the answer but in the end I have learn it myself about the answer.

Since I have all the time in the world for myself,I decided to revisit an old hobby,reading.And by reading and lots of reading I started to learn to appreciate peoples feeling and that,in a way,heal my relationship towards people.I notice that I was once nothing but a walking corpse.I might look content and all happy,but little did I know that I was emotionally sick deep down inside.I read books on relationship a lot.Not just book,blog and any source of reading material.I really enjoy them very much.I am taking the chance here to anyone that have ever known me that I apology in times I did not treat you well.If you ever hurt because of my action and word,I am really asking for an apology.

The time is almost up for me.I have to shift to another phase of life now.Collecting back all the wishlist and with all effort get my gear started to enter the new world of working.The journey of being a student was tremendously fun and exciting that nothing in this entire world you can trade of with.Cross finger to me.Hehehe.

wilayah selepas hujan

2010-11-22T22:21:00.003+08:00

an unexpected visit to sungai lembing.Very calming.Still feels like the first time visiting it.thanks for the memory guys!

Book review

2010-11-19T00:20:00.003+08:00

While in Penang, I spend the day at Borders.It is located at the first floor at the North Wing of Queensbay.I read this one amazing book.It makes me feel like a thirsty traveler that found a spring to quench the thirst.Sounds too much,but that is how to explain perfectly what I felt the moment I saw the book.I want to read more and more and more until the very last page.It is obviously about self enrichment and motivation.However,what differs this book from thousands other motivational book is that the approach that writer use is undeniably realistic and I keep saying "betul,betul,betul" in my head.The book was wrote in such manner that writer are keeping all things real and he have many references to produce such great book.He quotes many movies line which explain to me that he must be an avid movie fan.The language and words arrangement is light and simple.

Here's a little review about this book.

Book Title: Why your life suck and what you can do about it

By : Alan H Cohen

Some of my favourite lines from the book:

"..The antidoe for worry is faith.Faith offsets fear and open the door for miracles.Your loved ones are more likely to suceed when you acknowledge their power,especially when they cannot feel it themselves.A friend is someone who remembers your song and sings it to you when you have forgotten it.Be such a friend to others,and both of you will live beyond the phony limit of fear..."

"..success requires attention,investment,action,trust,honesty,self-confidence,persistence,determination,focus,teamwork,making difference,learning from mistakes and commitment.Note that this list does not includes struggle is something we superimpose over a natural flow.Remove struggle from the equation, and you will see clearly what to do.."

I'll let you know once I found another spring.

Reading Material

2010-11-16T16:35:00.002+08:00

I have added some new widget on the side of this blog.It's the list of book that I had read fully,quarterly or just do the speed reading.I really treasure every content of the book for they convey individual message.Mostly about motivational and a different perspective of looking the history.It was exciting and provides tonnes of new knowledge.I borrowed a book from friend entitled "Like The Flowing River" by Paul Coelho.The book is compilation of many stories.Most of them was the everyday stories that inspires and moves us in its own way.This is one of my favourite,Enjoy!

Looking at others people's garden page 27

'You can give a fool a thousand intellects but the only one he will wants is your'says an Arabic proverb.When we started planting the garden of our life,we glance to one side and notice our neighbour is there ,spying.He himself is incapable of growing anything, but he likes to give advice on when to sow actions,when to fertilize thoughts, and when to water achievements. If we liseten to what this neighbour is sayingwe will end up working for him, and the garden of our life will be our neighbour's idea.We will end up forgetting the earth that we cultivated with o much sweat and fertilized with so many blessings.We will forget that each centimetre of the earth has it mysteries that only tha patient hand of the gardener will decipher.We will no longer pay attention to the sun,the rain,and the seasons;we will concentrate only that head peering over us at the hedge.

The fool who love giving advice on our garden never tends tos his own plants at all.

Have a great day ahead! :)

kali ini aku merasakannya.sungguh luar biasa.

2010-10-25T21:58:00.000+08:00

Kulari ke hutan kemudian menyanyiku
Kulari ke pantai kemudian teriakku
Sepi… sepi dan sendiri aku benci
Ingin bingar aku mau dipasar
Bosan aku dengan penat
Enyah saja engkau pekat
Seperti berjelaga jika kusendiri
Pecahkan saja gelasnya biar ramai
Biar mengaduh sampai gaduh
Ada malaikat menyulam jaring laba-laba belang ditembok keraton putih
Kenapa tak goyangkan saja loncengnya biar terdera
Atau aku harus lari ke hutan belok ke pantai

Tito's Tale.

2010-10-07T10:36:00.003+08:00

If my life is a novel, it must have been reviewed by Times as the bestseller of all time.It has many plots and the narration never a stagnant water.It is a river flowing all the way from the hill,might hit some bumps yet rich with experiences,lessons and adventures.I don't want to be someone else but me.If I were asked to reborn again,I would say that I want the exactly me.For what it is worth,this life journey that I had been through was unimaginably amazing.

I would lie if I say that my life is smoother than silk.In fact,there are many times of trials and tribulations that sometimes unbearable and really throwing me down deep to the valley of negativity.Sometimes I wish that my life stop so that there is no more pain and sorrow.Everyone have been through that path in their own life.But when I saw the silver lining from every dark cloud, there comes hope and new strength to keep going.And then only I learn to stop a while and smell the fragrant wild flower at the bank of the road.Life is wonderful.

Celebrating even the tiniest portion of life taught me that life does not wait for a great victory to make a great story.There are so many amazing things,people,action,event around us that really give a great impact into life.Very often, these elements are taken for granted.Once they had gone,then only I realise how much it mean to me.Therefore,I don't want to wake up another day with regret and what if.Everyday is the best day to make to best of life.Living life to the fullest and there will be plenty of stories to tell.This is the cards that I play all this while.I don't mind who's winning or losing.The play that matter.

I have never been this sure about life before.All this struggle couldn't be done on my own.With that, I want to forever thank you all families,friends and every single person that come to me and touch my heart in any kind of way.I am the luckiest guy in the world because I have an extension of friends list from everywhere.Thank you for the friendship, for letting me be part of your life too as you have been in my life and most importantly thank you for making me the best person I be.This i me.I am nobody.I have nothing to offer either.But together, you make me stronger and helps me become better and better everyday.

And to mom and dad, sisters and BRothers, if you guys happen to read this, I love you guys so much.This heart is a house.And you guys are the rooms.I want to make all rooms very well groomed and beautiful.Together we make a perfect house.

You bring me up to the sky.

2010-08-19T14:28:00.002+08:00

Hello people! Honestly I don't feel like updating the blog as of now.It is hell of a interesting and wonderful world outside there to be explored.And yeah,it has to be a perfect balance between virtual and real world ,aite.But,this song feels like what it is now I feel.Yeah,whatever. :P

Dealova.

Aku ingin menjadi mimpi indah dalam tidurmu
Aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yg mungkin bisa kau rindu
Karena langkah merapuh tanpa dirimu
Oh karena hati tlah letih

Aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yg selalu bisa kau sentuh
Aku ingin kau tahu bahwa ku selalu memujamu
Tanpamu sepinya waktu merantai hati
Oh bayangmu seakan-akan

Kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku
Yang memanggil rinduku padamu
Seperti udara yg kuhela kau selalu ada

Hanya dirimu yg bisa membuatku tenang
Tanpa dirimu aku merasa hilang
Dan sepi, dan sepi

Selalu ada, kau selalu ada
Selalu ada, kau selalu ada

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/d/dewa/#share

MLTR is certainly the all time favourite!

2010-08-10T22:36:00.000+08:00

There are times when you make me laugh
there are moments when you drive me mad
there are seconds when I see the light
though many times you made me cry

There's something you don't understand
I want to be your man

Chorus:
Nothing to lose
your love to win
hoping so bad that you'll let me in

I'm at your feet
waiting for you
I've got time and nothing to lose

There are times when I believe in you
these moments when I feel close to you
there are times I think that I am yours
though many times I feel unsure

There's something you don't understand
I want to be your man

Chorus:
Nothing to lose
your love to win
hoping so bad that you'll let me in

I'm at your feet
waiting for you
I've got time and nothing to lose

I'll always be around you
keep an eye on you
cos my patience is strong
and I won't let you run
cos you are the only one

Nothing to lose
your love to win
hoping so bad that you'll let me in

I'm at your feet
waiting for you
I've got time and nothing

Wherever you are love, I miss you.

2010-08-08T13:33:00.000+08:00

I'm a train wreck in the morning
I'm a bitch in the afternoon
Every now and then without warning
I can be really mean towards you

I'm a puzzle yes indeed
Ever complex in every way
And all the pieces aren't even in the box
And yet, you see the picture clear as day

Melancholy

2010-08-05T22:17:00.004+08:00

If life is like a novel, this is certainly the chapter that I would love to skip.It's hard, it's challenging and most importantly it is full of melancholy emotions which does not define my personality well.This chapter takes all the energetic and passionate vibes away from myself.And now what is left is me and this feeling of uneasiness and discomfort.I hate to see myself put the fake smile everytime I stare at my own reflection on the mirror saying everything would be okay.How this suppose to be okay when it really is not okay.

But as day goes by, I live to convince myself that there will be another day that I will all happy and cheerful and forget that I ever felt this melancholy before.When those day finally arrives, I would smile and say to myself that I've come a long way.

I was tagged and I noticed it :P

2010-06-23T12:00:00.002+08:00

1. 3 names in your msg
:: Azwan, Madam Mala , Scarlet Syidek.

2. Your main ringtone
:: Time of Your Life -Green Day

3. What u did at 12 last night ?
:: I asleep.

4. Who was the last person u went out with ? Where ?
:: Good friend at KLCC

5. The colour of the t-shirt u're wearing now ?
:: T-Shirt? No, I m wearing Padini Singlet.

6. The last thing u did
:: Made omelette and re heat the last nite nasik ayam's soup.

7. 3 of your everyday fav items
:: Sony Ericsson C902
:: Money
:: CD

8. The colour of your bedroom
:: Tito's life is on the run.No bedroom.

9. How much money in your wallet now ?
:: Less than hundred.Maok merik kah?

10. How's life ?
:: Wow ,you have no idea how great life is.Thank you ! :P

11. Your fav song (s)
:: The Reason -Hoobastank
:: Who Is -Bruno Mars

12. What will u do next weekend ?
:: Go to Penang.

13. When was the last time u see your mum ?
:: Last Christmas

14. Where is she now ?
:: At Kakus.

15. When was the last time u talked to your parent ?
:: This morning.

16. Who is the last person that talked with u last night ?
:: Beroi

17. Where did u have dinner last night ?
:: At home

18. The last suprise u got ?
:: A week ago.

19. Last thing u borrowed from your friend
:: His apartment.

20. Who is your bf/gf/husband/wife ?
:: Bf~ No
:: Gf~ No
:: Husband~No
:: Wife~ No
:: Life is a big No No. Hmmm.. Am I a loser?

21. What do u feel now ?
:: Look forward and miss someone :'(

22. Wanna share with who ?
:: Hahahaha..adalah.

23. Who knows your secret ?
:: Myself.

24. They keep your secret ?
:: If its known ,then it would not be a secret anymore.

25. Are u angry with someone ?
:: Very much.

26. What do u order at MCD ?
:: Yesterday.Breakfast Meal No.6

27. The last time u felt so sad
:: Last Sunday.

28. Mahu tag ?
:: Jumain
:: Kak Mel.

Untuk Ayah yang selalu mencintai

2010-06-22T19:53:00.003+08:00

Begitupun bukan selalu engkau luahkan rasa cintamu,
namun kami tahu dari tingkah lakumu dan kelakuanmu,
Betapa engkau terlalu ingin menyatakannya.
Setiap nafas yang terhembus,adalah untuk benih cintamu.
Untuk kami sang anak.
Terima Kasih untuk perhatian dan lelahmu.
Sungguh,aku mahu sentiasa menjadi anak kecil di matamu,Ayah.

"Back when I was a child
Before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high and dance with my mother and me and then
Spin me around ‘til I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure I was loved"
-Dance With My Father.

Art For Grab!

2010-06-21T00:19:00.004+08:00

Sat 12 & Sun 13 Jun | 12pm to 8pm
Presented by The Annexe Gallery & KL Alternative Book Fest
With support from Central Market

Personally, Central Market is my favourite spot in Kuala Lumpur.I really enjoy while walking around here in this place.

Sometimes they play traditional music in CM and that really makes the visitors feels the Malaysian spirit.

Secondly,there's food court on the first floor.My favourite drink must be Jasmine Green Tea.And it is always nice and relaxing to have the tea while sitting back on the window view sit.

I join one of the competition,and yes,was very interesting.Here's the link :
http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=4079469&id=333477354508&fbid=403488279508

Somehow I manage to buy 4 different theme of books from Institut Kajian Dasar & Konrad Adenauer Stiffung.2 books was written by Malaysian writer and the other 2 books was from Indonesian writer! Unfortunately,the book was deport back to Kuching already.But, I'll try to give review about those books in time.

If you interested more about Annexe Gallery,can always visit this webite for more updates.And subscribe too! :)
http://annexegallery.com/

I've met different people that describes me different personal opinion about KL.One thing that I learn from them is,that they have they own connotation about this city.
I have my own opinion too.So,next time when you are here,define your KL.

Will there be another morning for me?

2010-06-17T01:42:00.001+08:00

Segalanya yang indah ini akan berakhir juga.Pada suatu saat nanti, aku akan melangkah pergi
untuk mencari sisi-sisi indah lain yang belum pernah aku temui.Terima kasih untuk waktu ini.
Aku begitu senang sekali.

Pohon-pohon kelapa di Teluk Bidara.

2010-06-16T19:54:00.002+08:00

Senandung Hidup

2010-06-14T22:40:00.004+08:00

Good Day everyone! I have been away for such a long time. Distracted by physical task especially the internship-related task that makes my desire to blog gets stronger. But, honestly it is not like I will blog anything about my internship. I will just, in time, pluck out some of the life experience throughout my internship and put them into one of my story here.

Just a matter of sharing, I am currently listening to Bruno Mars with his new song entitled, “Who is”. It is a very nice and soothing song. The lyric is powerful and makes you keep listening to it over and over again. No surprise that I listen to this song again and again all the way from Dungun until my home. Take few minutes of your time and listen to it! J

This morning I have the chance to read one of the books on my supervisor’s desk. My supervisor is a nice guy. He is not your typical Kelantanese guy. But unfortunately girls, he’s married and have children already. Back to the book things, the book title is “Don’t sweat the small stuff” by Richard Carlson. This book is omnibus special edition which contains 3 other books. But trust me, for those that have not read this book, you’ll fall in love from the moment you read his introduction.

The book contains many stories. Since I am about to start reading the book, the first book consist of a hundred stories inside. I had scrutinized it and I think I surely glued to this book for such a long time and if I have chance to Kinokuniya, I’ll certainly have my own copy!

One of the story inside, which I completed reading is entitled,”Get comfortable not knowing”. It’s on the page 185. It is about the farmer and the wise old man. To cut the story short, the lesson is we often think we know what is going to happen and we make a big deal out of it. We tend to visualize bad things that might happen. But often we got it all wrong. If we keep everything cool and calm, sure everything will be just fine.

Enough with the books. If you find it interesting, go and get one. Hahaha..Just kidding. Before I forget , I want to wish all the best to Yus (organik).Today is his first practical day. I was surprised just now. I was like “Sape lah yang rajin betol mesej pagi pagi hari ni” .And it was from Yus saying that he’s nervous about the first day. I am sure he will do more than just fine. Lets hope together that he will do well in his internship.

Honestly, I kind of miss the roadtrip to Sungai Lembing.It was then the most interesting part of my university’s life. And to one point it becomes mandatorily every Friday is Sungai Lembing day. We don’t own powerful camera that time to get a great photo.But with handphones and digital camera,we manage to get interesting shot and immortalize out memories there. I used to call them wilayah selepas hujan because we get there right after the rain stop.And I miss the petrichor. Oh, by saying powerful camera, I hope she read this and wondering..”Bila la nak gi Sungai Lembing dengan budak-budak tu eahh”.Hahaha..No offense and don’t take this seriously.I know you miss this place too, don’t you?

There’s 3 days more left to end the internship. It is such an interesting and colorful experience while living in Kerteh and Paka.So much that I love this place,I have to shift to another place and started new adenture somewhere else.

One thing that I learn is that,don’t blame the place if you live a boring and dull life.It is you yourself.How you live your life there that will determine what life you are living,regardless of where you are. Make the most of the time you have. Enjoy and be grateful because only good people deserves a second chance!

Till then.

p/s: Next post I would share you about the fascinating view of Tanjung Jara and my experience attending an event at Annexe Gallery while I was in KL.

2010-05-27T23:47:00.004+08:00

TIADA KEBERHASILAN TANPA USAHA

Ketika kauletakkan muatan di atas palka kapal, usahamu itu tanpa jaminan,
Karena engkau tak tahu apakah engkau bakal tenggelam atau sampai tujuan.
Jika engkau berkata, ”aku takkan berlayar sampai aku yakin akan nasibku,” maka engkau takkan berniaga: lantas rahasia kedua nasib ini takkan pernah terungkap.
Saudagar yang penakut takkan meraih untung meupun rugi; bahkan sesungguhnya ia merugi: orang harus mengambil api agar dapat cahaya.
Karena seluruh kejadian berjalan di atas harapan, maka hanya Imanlah tujuan terbaik harapan, karena dengan Iman memperoleh keselamatan.

Puisi Oleh: Jalaluddin Rumi, Mas. III, 3083

p/s; semua kejayaan yang manis itu berakar dari angan-angan juga.

To Her,my one and only.

2010-05-09T00:00:00.000+08:00

A Mothers Love
To some love is just a word
To me it's a feeling A feeling
I get everytime I look into your eyes
A feeling I get when I realize you're my mom
A mom who loves, shares, A mom who inspires
Unconditionally
What's that?
That's love
A mothers love, but only you would know
And me
You returned that love time and time again
Possibly to much, nevertheless you did
Thank-you
Thank-you for being there when I needed you most
For being my rock when I should have been yours
Thank-you for believing in me, even when I doubted myself
For being the one person I could trust
No matter what, no matter where
But most of all thank-you for being you-my mom
A mom I am so proud to claim
I love you
Now and forever
- Anonymous

Hitam Putih Masa Depan by Sheila Majid.

2010-04-15T16:09:00.002+08:00

Lihatlah sekitar alam
Dunia luas terbentang
Langit tinggi kebiruan
Pohon-pohon kehijauan
Hembusan bayu yang menyegarkan

Dengarkan di sana-sini
Beburung riang menyanyi
Berbunga aneka warna
Sumber kedamaian jiwa
Mensyukuri nikmat Maha Esa

Begitu berharga kehidupan ini
Bagi mereka yang tahu menghargai
Mengapa terdorong oleh perasaan
Kalau turutkan hati diri menjadi korban

Tiada yang dapat lari dari masalah diri
Hadapi lah dengan tenang
Tiap cabaran yang datang
Atasinya dengan keimanan

Sekadar buat renungan
Untukmu teman tersayang
Hitam putih masa depan
Sendirian menentukan
Hidup ini usah persiakan

All about Internship

2010-04-11T21:56:00.001+08:00

It requires me a lot of time to rethink of posting this entry for the eye of public as to me personally it may sounds a little bit of self praise and superior.But,I think you guys deserve to know too about the reality of doing an internship especially for those that had not yet done theirs.But if you found that this writing does not amuse you,don't hesitate to leave it immediately.

First and foremost,being called as a trainee,regarding of what age you are,it sends a message to permanent workers that there is someone that they could rely on doing few simple things.(I won't say silly).These includes replace the toner in the printer, put the A3 paper inside the printer , make coffee, buy things at the cafe etc.The list must go on and on varies what companies you are in.This is an ancient fact and for you that never did such things even once in your life,be prepared.Those are only few things that you shall face inside your company.To some extend,you may end up accompanying your boss burning the midnight oil to get things done.Is this all wrong? Why a Software Engineer to be would be asked to do all those things? Aren't they suppose to sit at their cubicle and do some programming or worst , google some information?.My answer would be NO.Take it for the benefits of yourself.Sometimes, the workers are too busy to even remember your name.In fact they have so much things to do than to entertain you.Therefore, take this so called simple things to get closer to the workers around.It could be like ask their assistance on how to replace the printer toner.Or,if they required you to make coffee,would they prefer it with creamer or without creamer?The reason why I am saying this is not because I want to be their servant.But,think of that is the only way
to get connected with them.The asking for assistance with printer toner might leads towards knowing the workers better.Or,by making them coffee would gather all of the department in the pantry and all of you guys have a little chit chat.

Secondly,during internship,never expect them to give you task exactly like what your major are.Does not mean that if you are an IT Major,that does not mean you don't have to do Mechanical Engineer task.It could be more than expected if we are to talk about task given during the internship term.Their goal is,most of the time to get the job done.Therefore, be prepared and set in mind that,no matter what discipline you are,always up to any task given by your supervisor or other person.But,don't afraid to be honest if you are not capable of doing the task.Grab any opportunities that come knocking your door.But be wise and don't be too greedy to do all the task given.Be rational.As the saying goes, Jack of all trade,master on nothing.Optimistically saying,if you manage to complete the task given successfully,you will gain trust from them.And if you continually giving a good impression and gain respect from what you did,there will be no doubt that you will be offered permanent.But be careful playing with trust.Because trust is so vulnerable.Once it is broken,you can never undo it.It will remain a thousands pieces that you look with regret.

Thirdly,internship does not all about office , works , professional ethics and task.One word that you will often hear is networking.Internship also requires you to be independent and learn many skills of life.Contrary to life in universities, internship will make you surrounded by people from all walks of life.So as unique as who they are individually,so do their characteristic.
Always be ready for those with negative behaviour.But first,most of the time,have good intention when communicating with people.During internship,you will experience on how to cope with different people from different level of the "working-world hierarchy".Always be patient when dealing with people.Maintain a good rapport with everyone regardless of their background.Don't be too modest and humble as it will make yourself being the toy of the department.

All in all, the internship is like in a jungle.If you are not trained to be a prey , you will be someone else's meal.To some extend,the world is cruel where if you don't grab the opportunities,someone else does.But,don't focus on fear of being someone else meal but focus on hardwork and endless effort to have the best in your life.Because destiny of a man is long written in the hand of God.Is it you that responsible to determine what destiny will you lead.

Shall there be any inquiries regarding of this matter (only) , please do not hesitate to contact me. I will try my best to assist your curiosities.I might not satisfy your question,but at least there is something worth sharing.

Happy Birthday to Apak,the best father in the world!

2010-04-03T14:02:00.003+08:00

It was another fine day I had at home last year.But,that noon I was with father to the woods for hunting.Surprising enough,something that never came accross my mind.Off we go.In the 4WD few miles from home,then father intiate a conversation.As what expected, he is to talk about my education on and on again.He just can't get enough of himself talking about this matter.Somehow,at one point in the conversation,we talked about late grandfather.Granddad was one of the men that helps built the primary school which then I attended and finished my primary education.I was informed by father that late grandpa did the job for free.He did not mind helps bulding the school for free as long as his childrens and next generation will be born educated.This is a rare case there because first,simply because most of the people really not aware of education's importance and second, because every families in the community at that time were so affordable to get whatever they wish,and the child's education were not parent priorities.

My father,not only he is just the breadwinner but a teacher.An english teacher.I remember at my time,there were no kindegarten around.The only sibling that attended kindergarten was my first sister,the eldest.So,it is father that took the effort to purchased books,story books and others neccessities and homeschooled me.I still remember he as a very strict teacher with the can on his hand.

I was in primary four when dad bought me a kiko pant.He promised me a present only if I can beat the other student in the classroom.Her name is Dessy.This girl was always the top student in the class.And I was always the third as another girl,Nooreni was always the second.Somehow,I found it so hard to beat these two.So,one day father made a promised that if I can beat these two,he will buy me a present.I tried my best to concerntrate in the classroom and study on my own at home.As a result,I manage to beat both of them and father bought me the pant as my present.

It was when I entered form four that father once again bought me a present.It is a blue John Master long sleeve (which I still wear until thesedays).Maybe because the distinctive result while I was in form three.I still don't know why.But for that I am so grateful to have the long sleeve.It is only now that I realised that he is willing to do anything to see the joy in his childrens.

Father is not just the breadwinner and hero to the family.He is also the hope that keeps me doing the best I can in life for there is nothing I can give in return of all he does to me.He is the living proof that nothing in this world refrain us reaching the best if we put effort and try so hard to get what we want.Wherever I am and will be,I want to make you proud,really proud because you reap what you sow.For one of my friend said to me over our conversation in the phone, father is trying to give what is best for his son,the things that he would do,if he can turn back time.For what it is worth,you deserve everything.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

Happy Birthday , Father .

Earth Hour 2010

2010-03-28T23:33:00.003+08:00

That was me,few minutes during the earth hour at Mesra Mall.We in Kerteh take part with the rest of the world too in effort to give an hour break to our lovely planet. Not the whole building was shut off.Only few tenants only.The Starbucks logo was turn off,the burger king logo too.Reject shop and rotiboy are all dark.The event,in conjunction of the earth hour was a fashion show by Mesra Mall administrator itself.All clothes were sponsored by Envee,Reject Shop,Al Ikhsan and Kasut You. I was amazed by the contemporary dance from the Chinese girl earlier on.Amazing.During the earth hour period,we sang Heal the world by MJ and Hijau from Zainal Abidin.Those model from Sekolah Rantau were all hot and very talented!

And I want to exclusively thanks Syidek,Azim and Maoh for the wonderful evening at Kerteh.I really wish next time we have a blast photography session ok.At least,you guys had visited my wisteria land.

Reflecting our self about Earth Hour,what have you done so far,in support of making the world is a safer and greener place to live in?Here's a suggestion.Littering is not a big deal for some of us because maybe we just simply threw a very tiny size of a sweet paper.But,have you ever imagine if more than one people do the same thing?and it happens everyday?The same place would be ,one day,full of trash.Therefore,I am urging lovely readers that have this kind of habit,in any way please stop.It just need a little integrity to be true to yourself not to litter.It is a simple deed but yet giving the earth a very big meaning.Good deed does not need popularity.Just do it honestly and quietly and you will feel great about it.Teach the youngster too.But I am only saying.We must walk the talk and start take a good care of our environment.Not necessarily in a big scale.Enough with the collectively small but meaningful deeds.

We ourself feel that what we are doing is just a drop in the ocean.But the ocean would be less because of that missing drop.
-Mother Teresa.

Proof them wrong

2010-03-24T13:25:00.003+08:00

Few months before the internship start,people even asked me if I manage to wake up early in the morning to my workplace.I was,then,never woke up if the clock don't strike 9.00 am.But look people,it has been a 3 successful months that I wake up early in the morning and to work in time. Anyway,my point is,don't you dare to look down on me! I have changed. Dare to take the risk and challenge yourself to the extend where you can't handle it.Trust yourself that you can do it no matter how.And if you fail,hey that's life.Whats the point of living if not making mistake.Most importantly,learn from it.Proof them wrong,if they once said you cannot make it!

"A ship in harbor is safe-but that is not what ships are for"
-John A. Shedd

currently listening to this.

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Lyrics

Begitulah seadanya.

2010-03-14T00:14:00.004+08:00

time

2010-02-27T03:07:00.001+08:00

To realise the value of ONE YEAR, ask a student who failed a grade.
To realise the value of ONE MONTH, ask a mother who has given birth to a premature baby.
To realise the value of ONE WEEK, ask the editor of a weekly newspaper.
To realise the value of ONE HOUR, ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.
To realise the value of ONE MINUTE, ask a person who just missed a train.
To realise the value of ONE SECOND, ask someone who just avoided an accident.
To realise the value of ONE MILLISECOND, ask the person who won a silver medal at the Olympics.

The little memory

2010-02-19T01:37:00.002+08:00

Hai.Masa menetap di Bandar Gambang Perdana dulu,sekarang Taman Teknologi Pahang, saya ada satu orang geng keras.Ada la jugak geng lain kan.Tapi,saya dah geng dengan dia ni since Day 1 di sana sampailah sekarang.Macam-macam kami dah lalui bersama.Dari mendapat durian runtuh semasa Hari Raya di Perantauan sampai lah ke merayau-rayau di TC tanpa hala tuju.Hehehe..bukanlah tak ada hala tuju.Tapi,kalau gi bandar jak,mesti gi TC.Hantu TC.

Macam-macam kami dah lalui.Gambar kat atas tu masa orang ramai suruh kami 2 belakon jadi hip hop con artist lah,jadi otromen lah.Kami pun buat.Sebab masa ni elaun dari Fama pun tak masuk lagi.Tetapi kami nak beli belah kat Padini.Terpaksa lah kami dua harungi untuk mendapatkan rezeki yang halal. :P

Bila ada duit lebih sikit,kami dua pun pergi makan kat KFC.Sebenarnya geng ni kuat makan McD.Sampaikan masa ulangkaji untuk mid term pun kat McD TC.Midterm jak pun.Sampe juak maok blaja kt McD.Macam lah bilik 24jam kat library ya dah tutup.Hahaha.

So,macam tu lah sedikit titipan pasal roomet saya 3 tahun berturut-turut kat KK 2.Sori lah kawan-kawan,dia ni dah berpunya.Lepas ni jangan pula mintak nombor telefon dia kat saya,ok.Tapi saya single lagi.Kalau nak number saya,contact me through facebook.Hahaha. :P

Tapi saya suka lah ada geng macam dia.Kadang-kadang kalau saya dah start berangan-angan kan,dia terus laser.Terus tak jadi angan-angan dah hari tu.Tapi esoknya sambung balik.Untuk Yusrie,terima kasih sebab tahan layan perangai saya 4 tahun ini.FYI,gambar2 kat atas tu ialah pengalaman outing paling best dalam hidup kan.Chumil kan kita masa muda-muda.Hehehe.Tak mungkin kita dua lupa kan outing yang ni.Ok,saya dah start berangan-angan lagi.Tettt. :P

Oh,I want my long hair back.

ralat paralaks

2010-02-16T22:25:00.003+08:00

oh masa depan.
kenapa begitu sukar untuk diramal.
one moment everything is so sure.
next thing you know,everything is unsure.
;(

BTW, FYI.

I did post this poem not long ago.I post it again.Tell you what.Makin dibaca berulang kali,makna sajak ni makin indah.try! :D

Aku ingin mencintaimu dengan sederhana:
dengan kata yang tak sempat diucapkan kayu
kepada api yang menjadikannya abu

Aku ingin mencintaimu dengan sederhana:
dengan isyarat yang tak sempat disampaikan awan
kepada hujan yang menjadikannya tiada

Aku Ingin,Sapardi Joko Damono.

Love : The greatest gift of all.

2010-02-14T00:02:00.003+08:00

If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. ²If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. ³If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames,but have not love, I gain nothing.

⁴Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. ⁵It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. ⁶Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. ⁷It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

⁸Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. ⁹For we know in part and we prophesy in part, ¹⁰but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. ¹¹When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. ¹²Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

¹³And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

1 Corinthians 13

p/s:I'm wishing everyone a Happy and prosperous Valentine's day and Chinese New Year.We all deserve to be loved and to love whoever we want.Spread the infectious love virus to everyone and let them know how much they mean to you.After all,the greatest gift of all is love.

Half full or Half Empty?

2010-02-09T20:15:00.001+08:00

We are always being convinced by others that to look at the glass half full.Why? Simply because an optimist is the one that looks at the glass half full .In a sense of that always look only for the good and positive side of every circumstances.In doing so,we will always labeled ourself as positive person.But,have it ever come to your sense that,being positive alone is not enough to be a survival of today's world? Cruel or not fair or whatever it may call, that is the world that we live in today.And it keeps revolving.And I say that looking the glass half full alone is not enough.To survive, we have to see in both direction.To look the glass half full AND half empty.Everyone is expecting the best of what they do.No one wants a bad result of a hardwork and struggle life.But,worse come to worse everyone have to think of the glass as half empty and figure out to fill them.Same thing goes to the person that owns millions of dreams and being positive but have no guts to realise them.As what the old saying goes : "Sediakan payung sebelum hujan"

Hidup adalah seperti menaiki tangga yang tinggi.

2010-02-07T00:00:00.002+08:00

Seperti menaiki sebuah tangga,begitulah analogi sebuah kehidupan.Bermula dari awal menaiki tangga,kita begitu bersemangat dan masih mempunyai kudrat yang cukup kuat untuk menaiki tangga kehidupan.Namun,setiap langkah demi langkah yang kita ambil,dalam sedar atau tidak semakin banyak hal-hal dalam hidup yang terpaksa kita korbankan demi sampai ke puncak.Emosi,materialistik,fizikal, dan banyak lagi akan terkorban sepanjang pendakian.

Seringkali kita akan merasa bahawa tangga terlalu tinggi dan kita tidak akan mampu untuk sampai ke puncak.Kita juga akan merasa bahawa kepayahan mendaki hanya kita seorang sahaja yang merasa atau dengan kata lain,tidak ada orang lain yang memahami beban dan kepayan yang kita rasa.Yang lebih dahsyat lagi ialah apabila masyarakat di sekeliling mengatakan yang kita tidak mampu untuk melakukannya.Ketahuilah bahawa tidak ada tangga yang terlalu tinggi untuk tidak dicapai oleh mana-mana orang.Yang menjadi batu penghalang ialah tanggapan kita sendiri.Begitu juga apabila kita merasa bahawa kepayahan yang kita lalui tidak difahami oleh sesiapapun.Di saat beginiliah kita akan tahu kepentingan keluarga dan sahabat-sahabat.Bukan sekadar teman semasa bergembira,tetapi akan menjadi tempat untuk berkongsi pendapat dan kepayahan yang kita alami.Sekurang-kurangnya, mereka akan meringankan beban yang kita pikul.

Tidak dinafikan, perjalanan masih terlalu panjang sehinggakan kita terdetik untuk berhenti dan melepaskan segala usaha dan penat lelah.Begitu juga kita akan rasa usaha-usaha yang kita buat tidak membuahkan hasil.Ini kerana kita terlalu memberikan sepenuh perhatian terhadap apa yang menanti di puncak tangga sehinggakan kita bersedia untuk melakukan apa sahaja cara untuk sampai ke destinasi.Ingatlah kawanku,memang penting untuk menumpukan perhatian terhadap destinasi yang ingin kita tuju.Tetapi,untuk menoleh ke belakang juga tidak kurang pentingnya.Jika kita rasa kita tidak mampu untuk meneruskan perjalanan ke puncak,ataupun apabila tangga-tangga di hadapan terlalu payah untuk dilangkah,renungkanlah kembali setiap anak tangga yang pernah dilalui.Setiap kepayahan dan kesanggupan yang kita terima untuk sampai di titil ini.Dan jangan lupa bahawa kita sendiri yang memulakannya.Bermaksud kita sudah bersedia untuk menggalas satu tanggungjawab.

Apabila kita sudah memiliki impian untuk menawan puncak tangga kehidupan kita sendiri,bermaksud kita sudah bersedia untuk memikul tanggungjawab ke atas segala bentuk cabaran yang akan menguji diri kita sendiri.Dan,apabila sudah sampai di puncak,jangan pula lupa untuk menoleh ke belakang.Sentiasa beringat dan berwaspada agar lebih rasional menghadapi cabaran di masa akan datang.Bantulah orang lain yang masih terkapai-kapai dan belum tiba di puncak kehidupan mereka.Kongsilah cerita kepayahan dan liku-liku hidup yang terpaksa kita lalui dengan orang lain yang mahu menawan puncak kehidupan mereka kerana kita juga pernah mengalami kepayahan dan kesengsaraan yang mereka alami.Berikan inspirasi dan semangat ikhlas kepada orang lain.Apalah manisnya jika hanya kita seorang sahaja berada di puncak.

p/s: Sorry guys,I don't know what to update about my life.No idea.Hope this will do :)

Bla-bla-bla

2010-02-01T22:05:00.003+08:00

* 2010 : A decade of new millenium.What have you achieved for the past 10 years? What have you not? Let's chase the dream together and keep dreaming.Absolutely FOC!

* February : It's the month of love.Somehow,in a way I feel love and there is someone really take a good care of me.Even we are always separated,but I know we feel the same way too.So,It is not too much to celebrate the coming so-called special day.

steal the snake.

2010-02-01T16:56:00.003+08:00

Broadcasting live from the office.To my friend, this is how the office looks like.There's PC and officemate.In the photos there's 2 engineers , 2 internship students and the executive secretary.
OK.got to go,5.oo pm already.After all,Life is good.So,don't give up living.

to Eqa.hope u can picture my wisteria land!

2010-01-28T06:02:00.002+08:00

eqa,this is how the house compound looks like.kan.Yg I smpt capture.hehehe :)

Catching up!

2010-01-19T18:51:00.004+08:00

Guten Tag!

What's up dear friends and anonymous?I am catching up with new phase of life here where I have to pronounce many words in Malay with the sound of G at the back of the words like ikang makang etc.So,you know where I am at now right?Yes,that is right..I am in Terengganu from now until End of June.

It's almost a month here,Fuhh..how time flies.But first I would like to share condolences to my cousin's family for the departed of late Ake' Belit.May his soul rest in peace there.His time is up already and we,still have to fight for life!.

How is the internship going on?Well, I would say it is a little plain since I have to do same things everyday.Wake up at 6.30 am in the morning and yes,Tito is wake up early in the morning now.Then I will go to the office by 7.30 and back to my house again by 5.00pm.That is it,my life here so far.But I will try to get use to it.

I try to find something exciting about this whole internship term so I can avoid myself lying on the bed of boredom.So,yesterday I went to the plant at Gebeng,Kuantan and do some of electrical engineer task.I have the chance to wear the yellow coverall and look like a site engineer..Yeay...my dream come true..at last I rasa jugak pakai safety boot..hahaha,my own size! Oh I learn to speak Germany too! Guten Tag means good day in germany..I need to go to Kino to buy Germany book.

Did I mention that my house compound looks like English sub-urb?Because there is no fence between houses here.The garden,the grass,flower are very well manicured and there even grow some pine trees here..or pokok rhu,I don't know..So nyaman..and in the evening I ride on the motor sorg2 to the pantai..hehehe..never bosan when reach pantai right..Yeah,I admit it,send me to TC 1000 times,I sure x akan boring punya..

But,in these few days here,there's one thing that I learn.I learn that the world is our school.You can learn about anything at anytime and anyplace.Hehe,..there are no boundary in effort to learn something new.Even if you are from other discipline of studies,but that doe not bound you to stay in you own comfort zone.The only things that against you is you yourself.I learn so much thing here and expecting more in days to come.I hope that I can survive here for so long I can.

To you guys out there,if you have dream,go for it..though it sounds impossible now.But,if you start working on it,it will get closer to you.Dream is important tau.But nothing much more important than life itself.Pandu dengan cermat.ingatlah reunion party bersama kawan-kawan anda..hahaha.

Tschüß !

Dewa 19-Selimut hati.

2010-01-09T12:20:00.002+08:00

Aku kan menjadi malam malam mu
Kan menjadi mimpi mimpi mu
Dan selimuti hatimu..yang beku
Aku kan menjadi bintang
bintang mu
Kan s'lalu menyinarimu
Dan menghapus rasa rindumu..yang pilu

Chorus:
AKU BISA UNTUK MENJADI
APA YANG KAU MINTA
UNTUK MENJADI APA YANG KAU IMPIKAN
TAPI KU TAK BISA MENJADI DIRINYA

Aku kan menjadi embun pagi mu
Yang menyejukkan jiwamu
Dan membasuh hatimu..yang layu
Tinggalkan sejenak lalumu
Beri s'dikit waktu
Kepadaku..tuk meyakinkan mu

Yes,this song is for you.
Tak habis-habis utk dia,kan Yus? haha.
but this song is nice,though.

2010 : Another chapter.

2010-01-04T19:39:00.003+08:00

It's almost a month since I last write down anything in this blog.And here I am again jotting down few things that might be interesting to be shared with all of you.Only this time I'm blogging from different location.Guys I am safely in Kerteh now.

If any of you still have no idea why I am in this far away land, I am doing my 6 months internship here with a company.This is my first day of internship and thank God I made it.I survive a day already.I am attached to a department where things that we do is planning of how to explode a bomb..Hahahhaa..kidding.Don't ask me yet what my job scope is,okay.By the way,good luck to all of my coursemates and others that is doing their internship this semester.

Enough said about the internship things.I hereby would like to wish everyone a very blessed new year.Hope that we can graduate together this year without major or minor obstacle.How time flies..It feels like only yesterday I happened to know Madam Mala and other.But now,they will having tour to Sungai Lembing without me.Not to mention they go there with her DSLR.ahhhhh.I hope this year too, we can improve and become a better person than who we were in yesteryears.

There is nothing more memorable than my new year celebration this year.I have a very wonderful and good times with old friends as well as new friends that just met few days ago.You guys are great and thanks for the good times we had together.

owh,btw..

I want things to work between the two of us.How is that possible?I am really not good at winning people's heart..

And,what if I delete this blog?I don't feel like doing this anymore.

I really miss UMP and the people inside it.

so long.

2009-12-08T04:25:00.003+08:00

It is a very wonderful 4 whole years to spend with you guys. I have so much fun.I learn a lot too for the past few years.Mingle around with all of you makes the person I am now.I am much more alive than who I used to be few years back.

There's up and down in the life we shared here in the campus.There always are ups and down while sailing together in this big friendship. But , the what makes me, us stronger and better every time. It is sometimes a long and tiring journey together , but I really enjoyed in the company of you guys.

To someone that is always brighten up my days and the one that always giving hope to me, there are no words could express how thankful I am to have you. Thanks for making my day and brought back the smile.Keep chasing the dreams you dreamed on.Tak bayar pun kan kalau nak berangan-angan.

To dear roommate.Remember all the dreams that we always chat about.The career, the apartment,being an adult engineer and etc. I will always pray that soon we both will achieve that dreams one by one and be proud of our self one day and become the beacon of hope for our family and siblings.

To close friends. As in the one that always being extremely supportive to me, you guys really are the reason to keep on moving. I remember in times when I struggle with my undergraduate project.It is you guys that really helps me to make it real.The confidence that there are no mountains that is too high that we cannot climb,as long as we holding each other back,side by side.

To friends.Thanks for all the laughter and joy that we had these past few years. All the happiness will end,but the memories will remain forever in my heart.Reminding me that we were one very cheerful bunch of students that trying to make as interesting as possible the scene is in this dull and boring campus life.

So much that I really love being around and be part of someone's else life in this campus,I have to learn to let it go.Let it all go,for once.I have learn the hardest way to let things go which is I really cannot. But,when it comes to term,you just know where and when to put the dot. Every little thing have to stop here and at another point,I have to move on.Really move on,start another chapter of my life.I have no idea what it is going to look like later nor knowing what awaits me.But,I will try.

It's not the end of the world.We at least still have friendster or facebook or ym to get in touch.It is just we will not physically in touch.Don't mind me,find someone else to entertain you.But guys,I really thankful for making me as part of your life and yours too,be part of mine.I am glad that we met,mingle around,bitching around like there's no tomorrow and laugh our ass out.It is this little thing that makes me really miss you guys later.Big hug.

Bila, aku sudah tiada
Simpan semua lagu ku
Jangan di tangis selalu

Mungkin, itu sementara
Bila jumpa pengganti ku
jangan di lupakan aku

Word sword

2009-11-22T22:30:00.002+08:00

When you solve the Rubik cube,you have to spin them all the way around,or the other way around,to get the same pattern and then to go to the T and N and 11 before you finally get it done.As a first time player,you have to be patient , and determined and confident that soon you will finally get the Rubik's done.You have to see from many angles to get some new ideas.If you think that spinning the Rubik blindly without proper strategies and such,will solve it,you will end up nowhere.You might as well broke the cube to many pieces,making it harder to solve.

Same thing goes when you solve problems.If you think you have made wise decision,think wiser.Sebab kata-kata ya gik pedih dari pedang orang tua madah.Silap benda di klaka,abis.

Photo Shoot @ Sungei Lembing

2009-11-19T19:48:00.005+08:00

Indah apabila melalui jalan-jalan berlubang menuju ke Kolong Pahat sambil mata memerhati tinggalan lampau dan minda membayangkan betapa gahnya tempat ini suatu ketika dahulu.Ketika masih lagi menjadi bandar paling maju di Malaya.

Hari itu Sungei Lembing menjadi bertambah lawa , kerana kami mengunjunginya.

Fashion Show Invitation

2009-11-17T02:11:00.003+08:00

Last Saturday I was invited to Shahputra's Fashion Show where they exhibit the final year project by their student. The show was held at College's lobby and the crowd was a little overloaded.We came as to give support to our friend Stef, which is taking part too in the evening gown categories.Those were beautiful garment Stef.She is definitely going to be the next Melinda Looi or Vera Wang.She has a very huge talent in this industry.By the way thanks to Azim , Jojon , Pjot and frineds from the church for such a wonderful evening.I really had a good time! Enjoy the pictures.

Some models with their designer's garment.

Stef with Edwin , Me , Souven , Jon and Pjot.

Remember her face , she's fashion designer in the making!

Pjot , Jojon and I and the model as background..

Pjot and I .

Azim , pose ganas lah. :P

The room , gets hotter because of us.hahaha. :P

Azim and I.

Dosakah Aku

2009-11-16T03:54:00.001+08:00

dosakah aku mencintaimu...
mendampingimu...inginkanmu...

aku menjadi...diri sendiri...
tak peduli...apa kata dunia...
ku nanti hari ketika...
cinta datang...cinta menang...

jadi sayangku...bertahanlah...
bila terkadang mulutnya kejam...

peluklah aku...jangan menyerah...
mereka bukan hakim kita...

Nidji - Dosakah Aku.

im sorry

2009-11-15T20:35:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry I fell for you
I'm sorry I asked you out
I'm sorry you hurt me
I'm sorry we spent time together
I'm sorry I held on to you
I'm sorry we kissed
I'm sorry we loved each other
I'm sorry you lied
I'm sorry I wanted you
I'm sorry we held each others hands
I'm sorry we walked in the rain
I'm sorry we took pictures
I'm sorry we made memories
I'm sorry I hurt you
I'm sorry I wasted my money
I'm sorry you wanted to die
I'm sorry we drifted apart
I'm sorry we sneaked around
I'm sorry we both wanted it
I'm sorry I let go
I'm sorry you were undetermined
I'm sorry we had differences
I'm sorry I was so stupid
I'm sorry we wasted time
I'm sorry we every met
I'm sorry you cant leave
I'm sorry I couldn’t say No
I'm sorry I have so many flaws
I'm sorry I talked to you that first day
I'm sorry it will never end

mimpi liar separa nakal.

2009-11-13T03:09:00.003+08:00

hahaha..funny kan.
Those are amongst wildest dream yg I ada.
Nak jadi model jam tangan and indie pny boyband.
But,for now just keep them.One step at a time.
Good things about dream big is that,
if you have the guts and work hard for it,
you'll eventually reach it.
Or you'll get something greater.

thing that I would say if I could.

2009-11-12T22:23:00.002+08:00

Even I will catch the sun.
put them in an empty bottle.
and give it to You.

Only if that is what you asked for.
Just to see the smile on your face.
The world too, willingly.

But you would never understand
Because I
Never good enough for You.

Selamat Maju Jaya

2009-11-09T03:12:00.005+08:00

zaman kami still bingung pasal final exam.Lab pun belum ada flat screen lagi.

As far as I remember , I am , most of the time is a last minute person. I will stay up until late night to swallow in all the facts and figures if it happens that the paper that I will be seating is the next morning. Strange enough, this way all the facts and figures were easily digested and memorized by my brain. Or maybe it is been trained for so long , picking up fast at a very critical hour.But please, don't ever do this if you want to get an A for that subject.

There are pros and cons being a last minutes person.Talking about quality , depends on the scale of the task, honestly speaking the quality is more or less the same.But this theory does not apply for a perfectionist. They have to start earlier. The last minute person is , for me believe the theory of being chased by a fierce dog,a German Sheperd or Bulldog.When in desperate moment,no wall is too high for you to jump in order to escape the dog.

However , I don't really recommend gentlemen to practice the theory if you are not brave enough because on the other side , there is (self-mad theory again) a theory of the measure of success is proportional to the quantity of effort made.Talking by experience, the more effort you put onto things, the better the result. But,why some fails even if they put multiply effort more than anyone else? Personally , I think most probably because effort alone cannot go. It has to be accompanied with enthusiast. Even if the subject or the paper that you sit is the hardest or the most boring subject ever , I believe you still can manage to score an A only if you put effort and enthusiast while studying it. Plus, you can grow the enthusiast by time.What matter most is not about the subject but what grade will you get at the end of the semester.Sebab tu la kena belajar before exam, nak dapat grade yang bagus. Result yang gempak.As long as you have time,then why procrastinate?

All works and no play,makes Jack a dull boy. Unless if you are a geek or nerd (but geek is the cool thing now?mcm mana bha tu?)then the proverb does not apply.Ala..even geeks have some time to play virtual game too ma.Understand what I'm saying? Yeah..exactly.Study hard but play harder.Tapi tak lah sampai luka luka and such kan. What I am trying to say is, say that if you target to spend 2 hours per day to study..then after 1 hours of study then break for another 2 hour before continue for the next one hour.hahaha.At least that is what I did.But, different people have different preferences right.As long as you study,sudah.

The ugly truth about exam is(kedong baru abis nangga cita ya) that what result you will get is depends on effort you made throughout the semester.By mean effort is terpulang la halal or haram (don't even think of it!!).DUH..karma.What you give you will get back.Trust me,life is fair.The grade you get is telling you the effort you had made so far.So,if you want something so bad,takkan you just duduk lepak-lepak sambil layan movies sampai 2 3 pagi.Jangan mimpilah nak dapat A untuk subjek Statistic kalau macam tu.If you want an A,then act like one!

That's it.All the best for your final exam this morning and the days ahead.

p/s :I am not really a top scorer but,experience is the best teacher. If you are given time and space to make brighter future for yourself,then why not? Jangan jadi macam senior yang gila gila macam kami nih.Eh,saya ni.

3BCS-Extended Version

2009-11-08T07:13:00.003+08:00

Tak panas lagi punkoq duduk kat dalam bilik after tengok tayangan perdana cerita Pisau Cukur yang best sebab Maya Karin jadi gedik gedik sopan, tiba-tiba Zarith call ajak keluar makan.Oh,rupanya ada temu janji dengan kawan kawan satu batch untuk makan makan pada hari itu.So,Kami pergi ke kedai gelas besar yang on the nak ke Kuantan tu, celebrate psm yang dah lepas.then,jalan-jalan kejap gi TC tengok ombak malam.Hahaha..ada gossip juga yea antara my batch.Tak sangka.The next day pulak, went to TC again , mandi manda. Akhirnya , dream come true sebab since first year lagi nak mandi kat TC ,tp masa 4th year ni lah baru termakbul .concentrate berguru main rubik all the way from campus dgn Zarith selaku guru.And Dave being so nice sebab belanja Big Apple and the Dinner kat Dataran Gambut.Sangat tired tapi I have so much fun.terima kasih kawan-kawan sebab pinjamkan waktu untuk bersama-sama.

Post PSM II

2009-11-08T06:37:00.003+08:00

There is something that I want to confess and admit.Life is tough.And there is even at one point that I almost giving up all the things I have and let things just be. I was so weak and hopeless that there seems like no end point to all of the effort made.The mountain seems so high that I cannot climb anymore.

In hard times , you know your friends. I am so grateful to be surrounded by loving and caring family as well as friends that keep supporting all the way finishing my undergraduate project.For life seems so tough, they keep pushing me,telling me that there is no ocean so big that I cannot swim, no mountain so high that I cannot climb as long as I keep going.And because life is so hard and sometimes unfair,I have no option but to fight back.

An extended gratitude to my Supervisor, Dr. Noraziah Ahmad whose being extremely faithful and patience.For the piece of wisdom telling me never giving up in learning and such.For the abundant knowledge shared , I could not be thankful enough.She is such an amazing person.

I manage to finished my undergraduate project by time and had present it in front of the panel. I felt so relief when listening to the feedback by the panels.Well at least I have nothing to worry much now,regardless of the internship placement because I still don't manage to get any.

I understand that soon I will be leaving the university life for good and become part of the rat race and chasing material things to keep surviving in the real world. It maybe tough,oh,sure it must be thousands time tougher than what I experience in the university life. I will meet many types of people and behavior.What keep me going is by observing people around me. I take them as a challenge. How could I give up life easily when there is people that can feed her children with single hands . Why should I be making excuses and be weaker than a disable girl that manage to pursue her study when most of people of her capability can't.Those people really inspire me most , telling me silently that life is always tough and to remain survived is to keep on fighting.

Projek Sarjana Muda II

2009-11-01T22:23:00.004+08:00

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2009-10-31T02:18:00.001+08:00

kejujuran adalah hadiah cinta yang tak ternilaikan.

mimpi si fashion designer nak jadi engineer.

2009-10-29T14:37:00.005+08:00

Date : October 29th 2009
Time : 2.44pm
Location : Research Lab FSKKP 8

p/s : inilah rupa si dia yang meragut malam-malam ku,yang menjadikan aku nocturnal being.Ok,lagu Miley Cyrus tu memang berkesan lah.

randomness

2009-10-29T03:37:00.001+08:00

via

akhir rasa ini

2009-10-27T03:39:00.002+08:00

Dulu, I don't need reason why I like you.
Now, I don't understand why I like you .
saya lebih suka kamu yang dulu.

the farking slow progress makes adrenaline rushing

2009-10-26T20:53:00.005+08:00

It's a very struggling week for me started from few weeks back until this weekend.I have to be in fullest energy to make sure the final year project is done.Completely.Only few hours more to go before the presentation day.Be it a nightmare or a victory day,I just keep doing to my best.This is the moment that I am going to remember for the rest of my life.

The project that I am doing now is undeniably hard and the ever complex thing I ever imagined in my whole entire life.It really requires a serious commitment as well as time , energy and concentration.It is like my life for the rest of the days ahead is devoted to the project.I just don't know why, in the first thought I would took the oath to complete this project.

Thinking back, some of my friends were right.They thought that maybe I choose to do this project because of pride and to be something extravagant.That was way back during we did the first draft a couple of semester ago.But now,looking at the condition and complexity of the project, I don't want all that anymore. There is nothing I could be proud of right now.So much thing to handle and fix in such a nick of time.

To be true, at one point, I feel like almost giving up already. The path ahead seems too hard to handle.But , I am a real loser if I give up before even try. And I bet, you would not want to be in my shoes now.It's like hitting my head on a very concrete wall.But no, I will not give up.I will try my best.

For all the support and encouragement via facebook and sms's, I could not thank you enough for being supportive to me. You guys are really amazing.It's less than a week to go before the presentation day.I am nervous,honestly.I have no idea how it would look like,but I guess I will try my best and preparing myself for any worst thing that might happen.

I guess I am going to stop here for now.I have plenty to do.Best of luck for everyone that is doing their presentation next week.

The dancer and the dancing days have taken leave and fell.

Sunday is indeed a happy day.

2009-10-11T23:57:00.005+08:00

I bet you guys miss me a lot lately,don't you? I apology for all the ignorance and silent.I have only two hands two handle bunch of works.But,trust me,you guys are always sit near to my heart.Don't worry,I will never forget you guys.If it is,that is only because of my fault of being so forgetful.

Naaa, I put my latest pictures here,it was taken few hours before.We went to Remy's open house at Batu Hitam.And those pictures were at Pantai Gelora,a stone throw from TC.We wait there a while because by 6 we went to Ainul's house at Bukit Setongkol.

To my churchmate (Bryan Chandran, Cam , James) ,Remy and Family , Ainul and Family , and my beloved Kencana Pawana and my housemate, thanks for making the day.

I had my belly so full that we all tertidur right after jumpa katil..cemana la mao kasi surut tu perut..haizz.

God knows that we cannot have angel to guard us around.That's why He send us friends.Thanks God , I have plenty.

an open invitation

2009-10-10T15:17:00.003+08:00

Photography by Greg Constantine

they don't have blog.
they don't have facebook.
they don't get nice shirt to attend free class.
they don't have BFF to hang out shopping.
they don't have comfort place to call home.
they can stand in the heat of the noon,with no air-conditioned and fan,
they swallow almost any edible things to survive each living day,
they don't have anything to ride,they don't have any.
they don't Google when something come up on their mind,probably they don't even know what Google is,
they worry not what to wear to look attractive today,but how to survive another one more day.
they just simply don't have fancy choices like most of us do.

and yet,we keep complaining on things.

BTW,

For those that live in Klang Valley, do visit Annexe Gallery this weekend because they have some good exhibition on right now.For more details go to this link:

this.

Further reading here : this

For enquiries, please call:
Pang Khee Teik (Arts Programme Director): 012 305 1135
Jerome Kugan (Media Manager): 016 802 7347
Lim Chung Wei (Arts Manager): 012 207 5140

The Annexe Gallery
1st & 2nd Floor, Central Market Annexe
Jalan Hang Kasturi
Kuala Lumpur
Tel +603-2070 1137
www.annexegallery.com

Happiness is..

2009-10-09T03:07:00.005+08:00

life happen once.if you missed it today,it not going to repeat again next time.Maybe yes,but never the same.Enjoy while you can,but remember to do what is must.Life is too short for you to just enjoy a thing.Because there's plenty more,if you expand your horizon.Trust me,we did. :)

I am catching up.

2009-10-05T20:36:00.006+08:00

It is October now and we are close to end this year sooner. And I have not yet encounter what is the best thing I had done throughout the year.But, I am still looking forward to it! Who knows what would it be like tomorrow and the day after onwards,right.

These few days was so busy with plenty of things to handle.And that explains all the silence of this blog.Sorry for that.But I can't wait to share my plenty of things to do these past few days.

1.Inter-Campus Gathering (ICG)
To those that is not familiar with this term,it is more like a Youth Camp organized by Malacca-Johore Diocese and was held at MAJODI Centre,Plentong,Johor Bharu.Started from 19-22 September.I really enjoy this camp so much as I have chance to meet all my friends from matric and long lost friend from Bintulu too.He is now pursuing his degree in Civil engineering in Shah Alam.

2.Kuala Lumpur.
I went to KL again after the camp ended.What is best about this trip is because I finally have the chance to ride on a train from JB to KL.Remember the first attempt to ride on the train?It was when I plan to visit Azwan at Behrang.But,I am not lucky as the train already left by 7.00 and I arrived at Butterworth Station half an hour after that.But,God is good,he give me another chance,though it was the night train from JB to KL.Satisfy lorr..

3.Hari Raya
This year I did not going back with Daoz as usual to Kemasik.It is because I joined the camp. But all the way inside the train from JB to KL, I just cannot wait for the taste of kuih raya. Especially my all time favourite the nenas tart and kek lapis sarawak,of course. And when all of my housemate came back from home,they brought plenty of kuih raya.Wow.And we went to Madam Mala's house.They color the living room green this year.

4.Expoconvo
Expoconvo means all the fair anf exhibition that was organized by a comittee during the convocation day.And like yesteryears,we are the one that is very busy catching up with last minutes performances.And this year we manage to perform at few events.

5.Convocation Day
In this little space I would personally congratulate all the seniors that I knew throughout the year that we had spent together here in UMP.To all the glamour senior in FSKKP,you guys rock!
And few more friends from other faculties,congratulation too.You guys are now in another stage of life.And I am still not ready myself to that.But,I have no choice.My time as a student is almost up.I have no choice but to be an employer too,soon.

6.Projek Sarjana Muda.

is pain in the ass.hahaha.

7.PMR

Good luck to Lardon Perez.My little brother.The youngest one.I will pray for you.
Remember mom says,if she alone pray,then it will be less effective,it is us the one that need to pray for our self too.

9. Competition.

There's a mega competition that we participating this month.really soon.And we trying our hard to present our very best.Wish us luck! :)

selamat hari raya 2009.

2009-09-18T02:46:00.003+08:00

1. To all my muslim friends,where ever you are, I wish you Selamat Hari Raya.Have a prosperous raya.Maaf zahir dan batin.And don't forget to bring back cookies for me.Tart Nenas would be nice :P.

And especially to Hjh. Wan Fuziah serta keluarga,this year cannot beraya like before dah.Wishing the whole family full blessing of hari raya spirit.Really miss your ayam masak merah.Craving for it.

2.She appeared again on TV just now.At Ria.A slot dedicated to her,the ever good hearted,sweet Yasmin Ahmad.Sik kempang ati mok meleh air mata kedong kuar ngn kwn laki.And thanks to someone,because introduce me the song from Mukhsin, Ne Me Quitta Pas.And if you happen to read this,have a listen from Edith Piaf version,much better.

3.Tahun ni kita tak jaga bazar dah kan.Honestly saya pun rindu gila saat macam kita buat last year.Tapi,spirit tu tak ada.Plus,we had been through a lot this semester kan.I,personally jaga gerai pun bukan nak duit,I really enjoy the company of you guys.Pas tu bole makan2 free time sungkai,sebab mak cik gerai sebelah bagi lauk lbih yang tak habis jual.It's okay,maybe after this kamu orang boleh organize gerai sendiri,who knows,mungkin it will be much better than last year.Well,kita hanya merancang.But,I really had great time masa tu.Thank you guys!

4.And to housemate baru,hope this raya brings you joy and could envision you to be more calm and enjoy life to the fullest.Maybe your path seems a little rocky now,but,keep in faith.I don't really agree that they said that you are weak inside(lemah semangat) ,thats why you get this "things".I believe that you are one strong person.That is why you are tested with such temptation.I know you can get through all this.Just be patient a little while longer,k.

5.and I deeply want to say sorry to the people that might hurt or maybe scratch because of my deed.I don't mean to.Therefore,if it is I the one that should be blame on,I deeply apologise.I just want a decent explaination right.Itu saja.

6.Might be away for a little longer starting tomorrow.

7.I guess I'm done,take care kawan-kawan.

all that we need.

2009-09-16T01:41:00.002+08:00

Hai kawan-kawan,tema untuk kali ini adalah cinta.Bukan percintaan.Dan cynical nya kita akan terus kaitkan cinta dengan hal-hal orang yang berpasangan.

1.Saya sarankan kamu orang tengok cerita La Vien En Rose.Cerita dari negara Perancis yang mengisahkan riwayat hidup penyanyi termasyhur yang pernah dilahirkan di negara itu iaitu Edith Piaf. Berkisarkan tentang sisa-sisa hidupnya dan passion*-nya untuk dunia nyanyian.Disertakan dengan flashback aturan kehidupannya dari kecil sehingga beliau menjadi penyanyi terkenal sampai ke New York.Ceritanya mendatar,tidak ada klimaks mahupun konflik konflik yang besar.Tetapi,tema cerita ini begitu kuat dan setiap saat dalam ceritanya adalah tentang tema sebenar cerita ini.Tidak meleret-leret.Lurus kepada mata.Sebab kita selalu melihat erti cinta dari satu hala sahaja.Filem ini mengajar penonton tentang cinta;
cinta kepada Tuhan,
cinta kepada ibu dan ayah,
cinta kepada anak,
cinta kepada kekasih,
cinta kepada kawan kawan,
cinta kepada kerjaya,
cinta kepada kejujuran,
cinta kepada sesama manusia..(watak Titine.superb!!)
cinta kepada hidup,
sebab cinta memberikan kita harapan untuk terus hidup hingga ke sisanya.
Satu statement yang paling best ialah masa seorg wartawan tanya soalan kat dia.
"Do you believe in love?"
and Edith jawab : "Yes,for I believe in love".

2. Isu yang paling hangat sekarang ialah antara Indonesia dan Malaysia.Pergolakan yang semakin menjadi-jadi.What happen to love?Pokok pangkalnya,kenapa saling memusuhi antara satu sama lain sedangkan ternyata kita terlalu bergantunga antara satu sama lain.Itu belum lagi tentang fakta yang kita adalah serumpun.Walaupun cabangnya banyak,tapi tetap akarnya satu.Sebagai warga dunia yang prihatin :) cuba renung-renungkan kembali perkara terburuk akan berlaku kalau persengketaan ini tidak berpenghujung.Ke mana hala tuju budaya timur yang kedua-dua negara sama-sama pertahankan selama ini.Adakah kita akan membiarkan younger generation yang telah sedia absorbed dengan pengaruh negatif barat terus asyik?
Instead of bersengketa,why don't we share?Itulah yang ancestor kita dulu sama-sama buat.They share almost everything yang mereka ada.That is why we still make it until now,people from both country.Jangan terlalu makes boundary between whose this and whose that.Lama kelamaan nanti,the history will remember us sebagai rumpun nusantara yang berpecah belah.And there is nothing to proud of.
One article from Mastika that really stuck in my head was this old lady says to the reporter :
Reporter : Kenapa menjadi pembantu rumah?
Wanita itu : Orang Malaysia kaya-kaya.Perlu belajar tinggi-tinggi untuk memajukan negara Malaysia.Biar kami yang buat kerja-kerja begini....

Really,it touch my heart deeply.Regardless of cases of crime made by them,they really are struggle to have life here.Even those yang kerja kat construction site tu keep on livng by just minum air dan makan sehari sekali.Tapi,those yang nanng nait palak ya nang choi lah.sik tauk nak padah apa.

denga tak org lagu B.E.P kak tok..Where is the Love.

p/s : God is Love,GBU all.

tags.

2009-09-11T14:54:00.002+08:00

Someone gave me award again.This time around,it was from Rani and Pija;

Nyatakan 5 fakta menarik mengenai pemberi award ini:

Rani:
1.Crush kat Suri.
2.Hari hari layan The Big Bang theory.Nak jadi macam Rajesh kot.hahaha.
3.Bab bab edit memang respek la.
4.tak sah kalo satu hari tak ada argument.Memang akan ada punya,at least pasal the best juadah utk bukak posa.
5.minum kopi jugak..macam saya.

Pija :
1.Menjaga kesihatan,petang-petang mesti jumpa dia kat jogging track.
2.Sama juga macam saya,extend.hehe..4BCS rock!!
3.Tak sama section,tapi boleh masuk plak kan.
4.Kaya raya.Dia ada ladang,restaurant,pet world dan macam-macam..dalam Facebook la. :P
5.Sangat comel dan ramah orangnya.Kalau jumpa,suka senyum :)

Ok.Done for the first tag.Now,the second tag from Maygiek:

Be honest no matter what

01.Who was your last text from ?
*Syidek

02.Where was your default picture taken ?
*Bukit Gambang Resort City

03.Your relationship status ?
*Give some space.

04.Have you ever lost a close fren ?
*Never

05.What is your current mood ?
*I want to go somewhere.

06.How many siblings do u have ?
*7

07.Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names ?
*buak,semo,yot,bing,chang,B.

08.Where do u wish u were right now ?
*Kuching.

09.Have a crazy side ?
*You name it.

10.Ever had a near death experience ?
*once.

11.Something u do a lot ?
*thinking of psm.

12.Angry at anyone ?
*makan hati.

13.What's stopping u from going for the person u like ?
*honesty.

14.When was the last time u cried ?
*last week.

15.Is there anyone u would do anything for ?
*Few.

16.What do u think about when u are falling asleep ?
*how to make myself finally asleep.

17.Who was the last person u talked to on the phone ?
*Semo.

18.What is your fav song(s) ?
*Halo-Beyonce.

19.What are doing right now ?
*looking for placement for industrial training.

20.Who do u trust right now ?
*Mom.

21.Where did u get the shirt u are wearing ?
*Padang Besar,Perlis.

22.Have u kissed someone in the past week ?
*Nearly.

23.Who is your bestfren that lives closest to u ?
*So close yet so far.

24.Describe your life in one word
*delirious.

25.Who are u thinking of right now ?
*M.

26.What should u be doing right now ?
*Editibg the resume.

27.What are u listening to ?
*I go-Aizat.

28.Who was the last person who give u a hug ?
*Hahaha...my classmate.

29.Who was the last person who yelled at u ?
*Nada.

30.Do u act differently around the person u like ?
*yes.a little less bitchy. :P

31.What is your natural hair color ?
*Charcoal Black.

32.Who was the last person to make u laugh ?
*Madam Mala.

33.Who was the last person t make u sad ?
*Edith Piaf.

34.What do u hear ?
*ceiling fan.

35.Is your hair is curly or straight ?
*Straight.

36.Has anyone ever called u "scrumptious" b4 ?
*Neva

37.Do u have a best fren ?
*Definitely.

38.Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days ?
*No

39.Do u use smiley faces on your computer ?
*Yes

40.Have u ever changed clothes in a vehicle ?
*Yes

41.Are u happy with your life right now ?
*Not really.

42.Are u currently jealous ?
*Yes.

43.What jewellery are u currently wearing ?
*No

44.What were u doing on friday nite ?
*Internet.

45.Have u ever had your heartbroken ?
*Now.

46.Have u ever broken someone's heart ?
*Yes.

47.Is there anybody u're really disappointed in rite now ?
*Yes yes yes yes.

48.What was the last reason u went to the doctor for ?
*allergies.

49.How late did u stay up last nite and why ?
*5.30 am. Duh,saho la.

50.Have u ever dated someone longer than a year ?
*Yes.

neuf

2009-09-09T21:26:00.005+08:00

It's 09.09.09 today.What a significant number right.And 9 always be my lucky number because firstly it is the day I born,and 9 consist of my siblings,my parent and I.That makes 9 of us.Sometimes I do wish I born in September too.Weird right.But I do feel that way.Anyway,my point is just to make sure that today will be remembered for the rest of my life as I know I would not make it to the year 3009 to make sure this day happen again.Will we make it to year 3009?They say it would be the end of the world by 2012.

Here's some fact about number nine :

The nine Choruses of the Angels:
Seraphes, angels of love and light;
Cherubs, angels of wisdom and intelligence;
Thrones, angels of force and life;
Dominations, angels of liberty;
Principalities, angels of eternity and memory;
Powers, angels of holiness;
Vertues, angels of humility;
Archangels, having for attribute the justice;
Ordinary angels, to which we attribute the innocence.

i have learn the hardest

2009-09-06T22:45:00.003+08:00

Music heals the soul

2009-09-04T02:00:00.003+08:00

Let's talk music.Music has always been one loyal friend when I am in deep love with someone or something that really matter to me. Music make dull things alive. Music keep the dancers dance on the dance floor. No matter what feelings, music speaks your heart out loud. Some good music can exactly translate what is the feeling inside,that even I,sometimes cannot describe. But,when I tune in to some music, then I hear the lyric carefully,then it makes me smile.Because somewhere ,somehow inside the lyric does really shows how am I feel at the present moment.I bet most of you do feel the same way as I did,don't you?That's why lovers sometimes have their theme song.And when they listen to the song anywhere,it will remind them of someone.Music really means a lot to one's life.The influence is beyond thought.As if music tell the language that you cannot explain to your lover,perfectly.

Music too,is my best escape to kill time.Say I have few more minutes before catch up on something,I will strum few chords. Guitar really gives me one feeling of relieved every time I started to play. I do really enjoy playing guitar even though I am still very new at this. One good thing about dream is you will always have faith that one day you will achieve it.To be able to play guitar is one of my dream since it (persona thought) makes a boy look cool. You know, there are people that fall for someone who can plays instrument.By the way,my intention is not to impress anyone.

So,this is one of my favourite song at the moment.I always play it when I think of the person I like so much.For those who knows how to play guitar,try them. Nah,don't be so cynical about being jiwang.It's cool to be jiwang sometimes.

Buat Aku Tersenyum
By Sheila On 7

Intro : G Em G Em

          G      Em

Datanglah sayang dan

biarkan ku berbaring

       G        Em

Di pelukan mu walau

tuk sejenak

        G      Em

Usaplah dahiku dan kan

kukatakan semua

(*) Bila ku lelah tetaplah

      disini

Em

      Jangan tinggalkan aku

      sendiri

      Bila ku marah biarkan

      ku bersandar

Em

      Jangan kau pergi

      untuk menghindar

        G       Em

Rasakan resahku dan

buat aku  tersenyum

Dengan canda tawamu

Em            D

walau tuk sekejap

Karna hanya engkaulah

Em                   D

yg sanggup redahkan aku

(**) Karna engkaulah

        satu-satu nya untuk

ku

Em

        Dan pastikan kita

        selalu bersama

        Karna dirimu lah yg

        sanggup mengerti

aku

Em

        Dalam susah atau

        pun senang

C           G

Dapatkah engkau selalu

menjagaku

    C           G

Dan mampukah engkau

mempertahankan ku

(*) Bila ku lelah tetaplah

      disini

Em

      Jangan tinggalkan aku

      sendiri

      Bila ku marah biarkan

      ku bersandar

Em

      Jangan kau pergi

      untuk menghindar

Hu wo wo...

Int : C G Em D (2x)

End : G Em G Em G

So,what is your song people?

2009-09-02T01:26:00.002+08:00

Speak of the devil.Talking about silent reader,see..I got reader/s from Malaysia,Jakarta,Manipal,Singapore and Philippines too..Hahaha..it just I don't expect people would read my blog..ya jak.

Long live Malaysia ku.

2009-09-01T16:27:00.004+08:00

Yo! Whazzup.

-Happy Birthday Malaysia.I know we've been through a lot this past few years.But keep going Malaysia.It is OK to make mistakes,but must learn lesson from it and don't repeat again in the future.

-We were at Telok Chempedak during the eve.Was so much fun and obviously yes,that place was so full with many types of peoples and fun.There were people playing skateboard,drawing portraits,selling things and just walking around.TC was so packed with people with different agenda.But it was fun!We did the truth or dare game until sunrise.And few secret leaks.Damn!!

-Few days before, we went to sahur at Gambang Point at 3.00am then drove straight to Kuantan,to TC and to Balok.Took pictures there and then took nap at Pantai Batu Hitam.Before went back to Campus and collapse all day long until 3.00pm.Probably this added up my crazy thing to do list.Hehhee..as long as it fun and less harm,I'm in!

-And to my silent reader/s, once and for all thank you and keep support my blog okay.You guys really be the reason why I keep blog.Sayang korang :P

-

2009-08-27T02:15:00.002+08:00

tido gik sia.sik pande baca dah ka.hahaha.

sik cayak ka mun kamek padah kamek boleh nari.

2009-08-25T21:30:00.004+08:00

Sik cayak gik?Haha..ekot la.mun caya,cayak l.mun sik balit gik nun.haha.tp I nang boleh nari ok.sik I molah molah cerit di sitok.hehe.

This is something I want to share with you guys. FYI I am a dancer. I said so because Fendy said I think I can dance.Well, in that case, I think I kind of am.I like dance so much that I skip my Calculus test because the day I should sit for test was the same day we went to Sarawak for Festari MAKUM. But that was so long ago.Don't follow that not so good habit. Even if you really like something, always thinks that education is your utmost priority,ok.Always put them first.By the way, few days back we were running a show for Civil Engineer Society's Dinner at Bukit Gambang Resort City. And we were reserved 2 tables too. That far from nice already. The show was good although the audio not really satisfying.But that was forgiven. The entire dinner was full of fun and happy.I called it one of my best show ever. Really. I had been to few performances before but nothing fun compare to this one. Everyone in the hall seems having fun time themself. I salute for the hardwork and commitment for their dinner.Everything seems falls into places.The crowd too, they were aggresive and supportive in every activities held. The crowd even took part when we offer them to dance together the Joget as a finale.And to my surprise they still wanting more.So at the stage and down the satge most of them enjoy dance poco-poco.Their lecturer even took part in singing too.

Overall the night was memorable and fun.Thanks to Fara (the head of the Dinner) , Q (Don't work too much till it affect your health) , Zam(Great party planner and singer too) , Alia (Which is so busy as bee) ,and to every people that makes the nite livelier.There should be more event like this lah at UMP.

again

2009-08-24T04:20:00.002+08:00

Oh crap! the reason why I hate growing old is that the tendency to being an insomniac becomes greater.And here I am still juggling any possible ideas to shut my eye,both.How to get to dreamland,anyone?

One of good Malaysian-made film ever.

2009-08-24T00:48:00.005+08:00

Every films or adverts by her never fails to caught my attention.And I will always ended up with "wow" after her masterpiece.Few days back was my first time watching Talentime. After looking for it about everywhere,I finally found them somewhere in the FTP site. Thanks to tokmoh.I found that this film was far more than interesting.It contains abundant of hidden message that you translate it in your own understandings. Remember the part when Melor just realised that Mahesh was deaf?That one is one really touching because earlier before,Melor was so upset because Mahesh never said thank you to her.And then,of course every scene in the hospital is very interesting and Kak Yan plays Puan Embun very well.The use of words are too very casual which is easily digested.Every single things is carefully done by her.It is like all part leaves you another message to think of.Not to mention all songs,instrument plays are very very .. I don't know how to describe. Genius,to say the least.My favourite part was when Hafiz's turn.He rush to the stage and started to play the guitars and sing the song."I go"..if I am not mistaken.then continued by the Indian song which is very beautiful.I repeat the song again and again..hehe.

And from now on we are going to miss her so much for she was one of brilliant and genius people in Malaysia.There not going to be another her.God bless your soul,beautiful Yasmin.

i am awesome blog buddy

2009-08-23T00:26:00.004+08:00

Someone gave me an award.Well,thanks to wonderful Azim for the award and those questions.
1: 5 fakta menarik tntang pemberi award...

- he is one of good and talented dancer
- devoted
- fall in love
- he have his brother here too.
- awful voice

2. setiap blogger harus menyatakan 10fakta/hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnya...

-real ambition is to become a fashion designer
-passion about dance,too.
-love karaoke.
-i miss french vanilla creamer.
- lefthanded
- jogging
-hiking
- cycling
- blogging
- expanding the networks via net.

3:anda perlu memilih 10 penerima award seterusnya dan describe ttg mereka...

1: yusrie-my mysterious roomate.
2: jumain-my bubbly housemate
3: aza-dancer team member
4: tia-dancer team member
5: dalina-cikgu to be
6: patung cendana-english teacha
7: fendyhekka-senior,currently working at KL
8: raja-Engineering graduates,works as a teacher now.
9: azwan-a lecturer

10: ajid-senior dancer

that's why

2009-08-22T15:54:00.003+08:00

Does it really need to fall in love to feel how it feels like when you miss someone? I think no.Because I feel like missing someone at the moment.If ever the time machine do really exist, I will go to each and every person I could think of and tell them how much I miss them,to tell them how much they mean to me. The hardest part of having memory is they stuck in our head and nothing in this world can be the medium for us to show exactly what is the memory exactly like.Memories will be remain memories.You just can feel it,but cannot watch it.How sad.But at least it worth becomes a memories.And I too,miss every single moment that I used to have with everyone I had in the past.

Guess after this I am going to make the most of time I have with the people in present.Even if they don't seem like they really care about me or whatever is happening.What count is about what have you give,and not about how much I receive.Because,as life taught me that someday,not just someday..a moment ago will be forever buried as memories,no matter how much I want to get them back,I just simply can't.I will try to accept all that is happening now,good or bad.For what it is worth,someday all of things that ever happen in life,who is the person involved,will make you smile.

Oh,when I said I cannot watch my memories previously,I was wrong.I almost forgot the wonders of technology.We still can watch our memories,don't worry.That's why they invent videocam and camera too! :)

For the record,I do miss you,really.

to think about

2009-08-21T01:08:00.001+08:00

What does feeling really feels like?

2009-08-20T23:54:00.003+08:00

It is kind of frustrating though having the cell phone malfunctioning. Or maybe that is a sign to get a new one.No,it is a sign to get a time off to think about someone that I really want to call or text.What it is feel like when you want something the most but have to let it go?Hurt,right.Well,that is how time passes by here. It is stuck inside and not let either I or the feeling go away.Guess now I really know how it feels like when you want something so mad.Going to get nightmare,dreams,daydreams or anything that all about the thing that you like the most.Huh,such is crazy.It's hard tell ya living this kind of live.But, I still call it a day.Maybe there is ups and down in life.I believe in that,don't you?

But hey,when people say it is okay to let things go,at certain extend it is very true.But,to some extend,it might not be true.Because,when you feel you are about to let things go,then only you realise how much you really want them back.Or,on the flip side,how much they want you,when you want to let things go.When you have feeling of liking things,it is wonderful and nothing to blame of really.It is one of the wonderful thing to have in life.I was once told that it is okay to like something.So that you can truly feels how it is like to feel the feeling of liking things.Because such feeling is honest and straight forward.Come from the very deep part of your heart.

My point is,when you want to let go of something you really like,think again before makes the big move.You would never know what is coming.Don't live a life that is full of regret for life only happen once.For what it is worth,at least you know there is a reason to keep moving on.

I make everything look easy

2009-08-12T01:18:00.004+08:00

Yes.It is only I myself that know what I want and what I don't.So,it is I too console myself to tell the heart that everything is okay when I make everything look easy.But,to make it look easy,is not an easy thing.It requires huge dose of courage so that people too will look it easiest way.

That is how I deal,most of things that occur in my life.Just make it look easy,so it will.At least giving you hope to keep doing right.The easiest example is my current Final Year Project.Fuh,this time I really want to make it look easy because it is obviously not.All day long,with such an endless trial to do at least a thing is giving yourself false hope.But at least I realised that it is better to accept failure than never start a thing.

In the end,by making everything around look easy is simply giving yourself another second chances.And that is what commonly heard as hope.Something that is not seen but most life in this world are depend on it.Because we believe,I believe that hope that never given up will someday work or becomes miracle.

Huh,for how long should the hope keep on hold?

2009-08-06T00:26:00.001+08:00

it's the most wet place of all Malaysia.
Feel so good here.
Don't want to go anywhere else.
")

Letter from the editor.

2009-07-31T03:27:00.003+08:00

Greetings guys!
Been a while since I last posted of my random ramblings and nonsense rants here.It is because life happen so fast that I could not catch any one fine moment to think and type down my idea.I kind of was,but halfway I deleted them all.Somehow,there is point where you feel like you type interesting things,but inside feel different,because you try to please the readers and not convey they message you try to say.

What is I am up to currently?There is plenty of things I did.And mostly unexpected.Like the one I attended yesterday.We came all the way from Kuantan just to watch Festival Tari Malaysia.And I tell you,that was one of my best experience.Watching the professional dancer do their things.There must be loads and loads of hard work and commitment to nail the few minutes performance,I bet.
But,it's good because all the time hard work pays well.Met Cherry,the ever georgous Sarawakian dancer from UITM.

Then,the most shocking news that is still fresh from the oven.Of H1N1 influenza is spreading so fast then it seems conjugating itself around here in the Campus.And the class are officially not attended tomorrow as of prevention.So,guys you better stay indoor to minimise the risk.

Then I am thinking of our upcoming show might be cancelled due to the H1N1 things.Which is good because I am still halfway choreographing my dance.Mind you,this is my first time ever doing coreography.But it is fun with help by Yusrie. :)

Till then,tata.

While Facebook-ing

2009-07-30T04:50:00.002+08:00

Tito now knows his personality from his name's 1st alphabet.

You are very sensitive, private & sometimes very passive. You like someone who takes the lead. Music, soft lights & romantic thoughts turn you on. You fantasize & tend to fall in & out of love soon. When in love you are romantic, idealistic, mushy & extremely. You enjoy having your senses & your feelings stimulated, titillated & teased. You are a great flirt. You can make your relationships fit your dreams, all in your own head. Once you put your mind to something you manage to stand by it and see your dreams through. You aren't very good at expressing your feelings. You like things your own way. You do not like change; you like to hold on to things. This may not always be good because if given an opportunity things may develop into great things. You work your way to the top. Attention must be given to what others say because even though you don't want to hear it their advice may turn ! out to save your life.

...and if YOU read this,shall I say more of me?

demotivated

2009-07-27T12:14:00.003+08:00

The Climb

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

I want to dedicate this song for myself and all 4BCS student.And to everyone out there who is still on the running to finish something but demotivated to make it to the final ground.Let's listen to this song on and on again,hopefully it will boost our motivation.Mind you,the lyric is so lyrical..hehehso crazayhhhh,makes me T___T :D

i miss you

2009-07-17T04:17:00.002+08:00

When I was young,she is my mother.But now we are more like damn good friends.Because we don't just talk about life now,we share thoughts, interests,gossips,etc.That's why saya rindu mak saya.sangat-sangat.

aesthetic

2009-07-16T00:38:00.003+08:00

they don't just act as an art of body movements.It is choreographed to tell a tale about the the people and their background.

And of showing aesthetic appreciation of past heritage that slowly extinct in today's world.

dance.passion.joy

Mencari Indah

2009-07-14T01:26:00.003+08:00

i mean it.

2009-07-11T02:38:00.001+08:00