If life is like a novel, this is certainly the chapter that I would love to skip.It's hard, it's challenging and most importantly it is full of melancholy emotions which does not define my personality well.This chapter takes all the energetic and passionate vibes away from myself.And now what is left is me and this feeling of uneasiness and discomfort.I hate to see myself put the fake smile everytime I stare at my own reflection on the mirror saying everything would be okay.How this suppose to be okay when it really is not okay.
But as day goes by, I live to convince myself that there will be another day that I will all happy and cheerful and forget that I ever felt this melancholy before.When those day finally arrives, I would smile and say to myself that I've come a long way.