that's why

Does it really need to fall in love to feel how it feels like when you miss someone? I think no.Because I feel like missing someone at the moment.If ever the time machine do really exist, I will go to each and every person I could think of and tell them how much I miss them,to tell them how much they mean to me. The hardest part of having memory is they stuck in our head and nothing in this world can be the medium for us to show exactly what is the memory exactly like.Memories will be remain memories.You just can feel it,but cannot watch it.How sad.But at least it worth becomes a memories.And I too,miss every single moment that I used to have with everyone I had in the past.

Guess after this I am going to make the most of time I have with the people in present.Even if they don't seem like they really care about me or whatever is happening.What count is about what have you give,and not about how much I receive.Because,as life taught me that someday,not just someday..a moment ago will be forever buried as memories,no matter how much I want to get them back,I just simply can't.I will try to accept all that is happening now,good or bad.For what it is worth,someday all of things that ever happen in life,who is the person involved,will make you smile.

Oh,when I said I cannot watch my memories previously,I was wrong.I almost forgot the wonders of technology.We still can watch our memories,don't worry.That's why they invent videocam and camera too! :)

For the record,I do miss you,really.

to think about

What does feeling really feels like?

It is kind of frustrating though having the cell phone malfunctioning. Or maybe that is a sign to get a new one.No,it is a sign to get a time off to think about someone that I really want to call or text.What it is feel like when you want something the most but have to let it go?Hurt,right.Well,that is how time passes by here. It is stuck inside and not let either I or the feeling go away.Guess now I really know how it feels like when you want something so mad.Going to get nightmare,dreams,daydreams or anything that all about the thing that you like the most.Huh,such is crazy.It's hard tell ya living this kind of live.But, I still call it a day.Maybe there is ups and down in life.I believe in that,don't you?

But hey,when people say it is okay to let things go,at certain extend it is very true.But,to some extend,it might not be true.Because,when you feel you are about to let things go,then only you realise how much you really want them back.Or,on the flip side,how much they want you,when you want to let things go.When you have feeling of liking things,it is wonderful and nothing to blame of really.It is one of the wonderful thing to have in life.I was once told that it is okay to like something.So that you can truly feels how it is like to feel the feeling of liking things.Because such feeling is honest and straight forward.Come from the very deep part of your heart.

My point is,when you want to let go of something you really like,think again before makes the big move.You would never know what is coming.Don't live a life that is full of regret for life only happen once.For what it is worth,at least you know there is a reason to keep moving on.