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Life is full of decision.That's a cliche.It is undeniably true that everything in life requires decision.From the very easy decision that can be made in just a blink of an eye to the toughest decision that involves life or death.Depends on the weight of the decision, some may take it for granted even there are some people that fully committed to decision that they made.

But little that we know that when life is about deciding what or what's not,every decision must be accompanied with responsibility.Yes, life is full of decision.Even, not deciding any is still a decision.It is not how right your decision is,but how you going to take responsibility after what you have decided that really counts.For better of worse,every decision you make in life requires responsibility.Because in that way only you learn the lesson in life.And try to not repeating the mistakes again if it happens to be the bad one.But if it happens to be a good one,then you will learn to improve and become someone better.Failure or success ,that is just another path and parcel in life that is unavoidable.

And regret seems not the word that is really fancied by most of people.My mom always said that regret never comes first.If ever we know the consequences,then there will be no regret.
Regret represent something that is so negative emotion.But,optimistically saying,regret is nature of us.Regret appears telling that we still a rational people that could think of what is wrong or right or thing that could be wrong.Take regret as a point to look yourself pathetically.But, when you look deeper down,you will be thankful to have the feelings of regret in yourself.I have learn the hardest way that regret makes you become someone better.Regret means you realize that you have makes a mistakes.And you try to fix it.Make everything back as normal.And in time,when you face the same problem,regret will be your caution.Again,let's forget the cliche old saying telling that do not live a life full of regret.
Because, I think that it is okay to have as many as regret as you want.But for once,if you repeat or inviting the regret for second time,then I'll consider you are a fool.A bloody moron.
Regret is a caution saying not to repeat the mistakes you'd done in the past.

Toodles.No life is a picture perfect.Your envy is only because they can handle their imperfection better than you.Mena bah.Sekda oghang lam dunia tok lahir lahir jak perfect.Kawu jeles nangga nya sebab nya pande napok flaws nya better gik dari you.Eh,ayat second ngan first ya macam sama jak.biarla.eh,kol 3 pagi dah.tdo lok ku.
ha ha ha ha ha.
what's funny today.

Serena blakon jadi mak dia kat episode 24.

this is what i can think of rite now.

random thought

oh. i realize few things.

1. Naskah yang baik adalah naskah yang paling banyak copies.

2.I sweat frequently.Is it the climate change or is it I,getting hotter?

the sibling ship.


Sometimes I hate to say "Hi" to people because in the end there surely be a "Goodbye".It is always comes in package,doesn't it?The sooner or the later the goodbye is still give an impact to life,my life.We meet people and we separate with them.Sometimes for good or sometimes for bad or without any proper reason.But,what most important is that what the relationship taught you.

One thing that really makes me so touched tonight is that my elder brother says that I am more than just his brother,but as his close friend where he can talk just about anything.Work,chics,football or downtime to who is being flirtatious and whose hot.Guy stuff..most of the time.And,mind you..he is such a talented in making spontaneous joke.Last nite he told a joke that I did not realised that it already 1.00am.There must be topics will be discussed about.My point is,family bond is something that I will,by God willing, never ever give up on.No matter what.I can give the world just to have all my family back.Family man,yes I am.The wonderful thing that ever happen in life,all of the time is to have all my siblings and my great big Boss both.Hehehe..they are the reason why my world keep revolve.I am just lost without my family.Hahaha..sentimental sikit malam ni :)

Dem.
Relationship is,I wish the last thing I want to post.But,I want to share my side of story so anyone that passes by my blog can take lesson or do whatever you want with relationship with your siblings.Because for me,sibling is not just sibling.They are the one that surely be there when you mess things up.Or when you achieved something that makes you really-really proud.And hey,your siblings always there to cheers together of your victory or there with you where you can lean your head to their shoulder when things get hard.And not to mention,siblings too always there to laugh endlessly about crap jokes you tell.

I aware that not all families are blessed with a good relationship.There is too,the not so good one.
But,I learn that as time passes by,things changes and then you will realise how much you have missed your brother or sister.There are even the one that once labeled as the black sheep of the family are now become the main supporter of his other siblings.The one that always there provide needs for his younger siblings.How nice is to have that kind of family members back.And once you realised,this things tighter the family bond.


This will end here.But hey,no matter how hard your relationship with your siblings are shaken, never ever give up put the pieces back.For siblings are not just bonded in blood,but also heart and soul because my Cikgu Bahasa once taught me that air yang dicincang tidak akan putus.

udah2 la ya.tdow gik.isok ada exam oi.

sometimes I just :) almost all of the time, I prefer ROFL :))

There's so much reason that makes I smile today.Not just because it is Bill Gates signs my cert, but the fact that the courses that we'd been attended for almost a month ended this Friday.Yay.But Miss Fitri have to get back to Jakarta tomorrow.So soon.But I still save a smile for that today.For I now have a friend from Indonesia.Indonesian are so nice and just loves to smile.

Not to mention the lunch today with Madam. Smile because it's her treat this noon. Mun lah kamek tauk, dah amik banyak-banyak lauk yg nyaman2 tek.isk3..Smile because we went to the newly propa-ed Bukit Gambang Resort City.I can say that it is only 25% completed.Hey smile.Because the place is superb man.I tell you,once it have completed later,this will be the ultimate attraction to visit Pahang.So,from now on,Gambang will have their attraction.And there is reason why we come back to Gambang again in the future.Oh,apart from Seri Perantau.

There are many reason I smile today.Even when the mak cik cleaner refuse to smile when I smile at her it is okay. She owe me nothing.And I have lost nothing too.But I feel very good.
I smile to the stanger on the side of the road while cycling back,he did not smile back too.It's ok,mom always pesan..iboh lelah molah benda bait.ce..

I wonder how it feels not to smile.Sometimes when everything turns back against me,I still smile,because I know there is still people around to wait for my smile.And I smile back to myself,for if it is not you that love yourself,how will people show their affection towards you.
But not until the point of being the Greek God,Narcissus.

Sometime I just :)
with good companion, We don't just :) , we LOL
to say the least.
Cause most of the time we prefer ROFL.
ada jak benda maok diklakar and tetak.
Especially error kat random place.Macam lori ais nama Ais Sejati.macam mana lah rupa ais sejati?macam mana pulak rupa ais tak sejati. ROFL.

To wrap up..penting k smile ni.Kalau tak,takkan Reader Digest letak banyak-banyak joke's column kat dalam RD tu.
cheers!

PSM fever.

Gila kah.Orang lain bz mok berchuti,kau gago mok molah psm?

It is about PSM.My final year project.Somehow at one point,I can get an headache if the words come across my head.That bad my PSM really cost me.As if last semester I unofficially raise white flag to my PSM.I just cannot see the endpoint of my project.I feel bad.Deep shit bad.

But,my SV just came back from her maternity leave last week.And,of course she's going to ask about my progress.Long paused before I text her,coming clean saying that I had accomplished nothing yet.She said ok, and asked me to see her at her office in the noon,the next day.


It's almost an hour lah jugak we talked about everything and how to keep the project on track.For everything that she told and taught me that noon,I am so grateful.She is full of drive and positive about life.And I am envy of her spirit.She's beautiful because it shines from the inside.

From an almost giving up loser,I am now trying to pull back my strength and make sure I nailed it on my presentation day.She said,"Not everything that we learned we'll get.Some things just not understandalbe.But we keep learning."

If she never give up on me,why would I?

Ok,that's for now.And just don't give up yet on anything you long for even if there is only a slight ray of hope.For which is worth more? never give up trying or never try at all?