Back again to this very peaceful little uni.I still in the mood of holiday-ing as I found out that while in Kuching I had one of my best New Year celebration ever.Hang out with friends,chit-chat and do stuff together.Just can not get enough of it.That is how friends are like I guess.That never had enough of each other.
This time I step in to the uni with like thousands of feelings.Mostly happy for at last,after few semesters of strugglig(as if i ever did)..I was awarded dean list.yay!What can be more exciting than that right.Besides,I can go join the troupe dance here and there again.Doesn't you just love to watch us dance..haha.kidding.
But at the same time,I feel sad too.A little.This is probably my last semester here.Finally,after years of studying starting from year 1993 until now,this is the peak of my studying time.Hahaha..siapa sangka,all the effort I did from primary to secondary to matric leads me to become an engineer...hahah.Funny.Actually,I dont fancy engineering as much as I admiring to become a fashion designer..oh~~But..minat boleh dipupuk nak.Maybe not now,maybe somewhere along the rainbow,there is still space for me to pursue fashion..hope so.
There are thousands reason why I love being a student.And anyone who is really enjoying the life while at the same time juggling it with academic can really feel how i feel now.I am willing to be a student years more..But,there is always end for a start,right.And we just have to know when to start a new beginning.
2008 leaves plenty of heartfelt and painful things to me.Some of them are too big to leave a scar in my heart but mostly are just negligible.I learn many lesson from last year experience.How to know people's feeling and how does it feel to love people badly or how to just mad at people like they deserve to die.That was the most darkest feeling I ever had.Yes,2008 teach me how to be cruel.Hey,they just deserved it,what.
Many people come and go in my life.And 2008 just another year where I met and waving goodbye to my friends.But getting to know them better makes you realise.Sometimes who is the person outside is representing who the person is inside.But,MOSTly..what you see is not what you get.I learn what is called hypocrecy and how to use them for good sake.Life is,most of the time not as straightforward as you think it is.There is always junction.And I sick of it..But have no choice have to live with it.
On top of the last year summary,what I found the most important unit in life is to have friends.The meaning grows bigger as you becomes older.They not just meant to around you just to go out for lunch or to have fun.Friends too,are the shoulder to cry on.I cannot be more thankful to God as I am surrounded by few freinds that is always there by my side.
And,many people said that the person that capable to hurt you the most is the person that is closest to you.Yes,I cannot be agreeing more to this statement.When we put too much trust to someone..it jus like,they will use it back towards you.I had seen so much of this tragedy around me.And I am telling you that,this is the hardest part of life that you will feel yourself useless.Valueless..Friends they never let friends..they will support each other uncinditionally..
Just learn how to say sorry,next time.
Que serra serra,what ever will be,will be.2008 had just left us.Let all the memory gone but not forgotten.Take lesson for every dark past and let the bright one becomes the light for another brighter memories.
the reason this photo is sexy to me because
sexy is in the necklace that I wear or maybe