There is something that I want to confess and admit.Life is tough.And there is even at one point that I almost giving up all the things I have and let things just be. I was so weak and hopeless that there seems like no end point to all of the effort made.The mountain seems so high that I cannot climb anymore.
In hard times , you know your friends. I am so grateful to be surrounded by loving and caring family as well as friends that keep supporting all the way finishing my undergraduate project.For life seems so tough, they keep pushing me,telling me that there is no ocean so big that I cannot swim, no mountain so high that I cannot climb as long as I keep going.And because life is so hard and sometimes unfair,I have no option but to fight back.
An extended gratitude to my Supervisor, Dr. Noraziah Ahmad whose being extremely faithful and patience.For the piece of wisdom telling me never giving up in learning and such.For the abundant knowledge shared , I could not be thankful enough.She is such an amazing person.
I manage to finished my undergraduate project by time and had present it in front of the panel. I felt so relief when listening to the feedback by the panels.Well at least I have nothing to worry much now,regardless of the internship placement because I still don't manage to get any.
I understand that soon I will be leaving the university life for good and become part of the rat race and chasing material things to keep surviving in the real world. It maybe tough,oh,sure it must be thousands time tougher than what I experience in the university life. I will meet many types of people and behavior.What keep me going is by observing people around me. I take them as a challenge. How could I give up life easily when there is people that can feed her children with single hands . Why should I be making excuses and be weaker than a disable girl that manage to pursue her study when most of people of her capability can't.Those people really inspire me most , telling me silently that life is always tough and to remain survived is to keep on fighting.