the farking slow progress makes adrenaline rushing


It's a very struggling week for me started from few weeks back until this weekend.I have to be in fullest energy to make sure the final year project is done.Completely.Only few hours more to go before the presentation day.Be it a nightmare or a victory day,I just keep doing to my best.This is the moment that I am going to remember for the rest of my life.

The project that I am doing now is undeniably hard and the ever complex thing I ever imagined in my whole entire life.It really requires a serious commitment as well as time , energy and concentration.It is like my life for the rest of the days ahead is devoted to the project.I just don't know why, in the first thought I would took the oath to complete this project.

Thinking back, some of my friends were right.They thought that maybe I choose to do this project because of pride and to be something extravagant.That was way back during we did the first draft a couple of semester ago.But now,looking at the condition and complexity of the project, I don't want all that anymore. There is nothing I could be proud of right now.So much thing to handle and fix in such a nick of time.

To be true, at one point, I feel like almost giving up already. The path ahead seems too hard to handle.But , I am a real loser if I give up before even try. And I bet, you would not want to be in my shoes now.It's like hitting my head on a very concrete wall.But no, I will not give up.I will try my best.

For all the support and encouragement via facebook and sms's, I could not thank you enough for being supportive to me. You guys are really amazing.It's less than a week to go before the presentation day.I am nervous,honestly.I have no idea how it would look like,but I guess I will try my best and preparing myself for any worst thing that might happen.

I guess I am going to stop here for now.I have plenty to do.Best of luck for everyone that is doing their presentation next week.

The dancer and the dancing days have taken leave and fell.