There has been a rare update blog syndrome lately amongst all of the avid bloggers around.Except for thePatung which is so determined herself to make a day with at least one post.And being the no-idea-what-to -post blogger , I in particular just sit and wait,and wait for her latest post.The routine is like that almost every morning.Waiting patiently for Patung to have another entry.And click on her comments side.Scrutinizing all commenter's thought of her very thoughtful entry.And that makes a day for me.Such a waste.
Been busy lately to cling on this beloved blog with all those confusing documents.Which I can say a virtual system that is rarely seen or touch(oh..no.It does not meant to be touched since it is a software.Not to mention that I am sooooooo damn into this field.).And just so you readers know, I just handed our DRAFT to our beloved lecturer which I stupidly mistaken with CHECK.Draft means you should go and ask for any corrections and he'll hand them back to you for the final product.Was it my fault or miscommunication? I am so tired to even think of it. Ok maybe I am such a fool.Such a simple task can't even solved with good ends.
Last night was a blast!I enjoyed hanging out with good friends and companies. The movie was satisfying,the mamak food and what else could be more interesting than strolling down over TC beach and smell the cool breeze of the nite. Plus, captures frames of pictures with the full moon as a backgrounds brings so much fun,in a way.Paee book the best spot at the cinema which makes me enjoy the movie so much.Yes, Dragonballz was the name of the movie.Yesterday was the first nationwide airtime for the movie.And thanks Cek Am for the drink treat.Gonna pay you back some day.
The other reason not to blog personal updates was because I still analyzing someone's opinion about blogging things.The very question that person asked to me was "You really are love to publicize your life,don't you?".Then I replied "I am not showing the world of what I am doing.I am sharing my world to the others."Sounds a little lot like that.Even though it does not gives an impact straight away.But,after we wave goodbye,then I come to the point that there is truth at what he was saying just now.And so day goes by where I still stumble and stuck on that very phrase.How sad.
This few months back,meeting new people,adjusting to the new environment makes me letting some space to be occupied by new people that I knew.Little did I know that day by day I become less like me.Maybe it is my nature to easily adapt with new environment.But I did not realized that it too,makes my personality corroded.Too much giving without taking back maybe.I must learned the art of giving without losing own stuff next time.And this too ,in a very little percentage affect my appetite to blog as much as I did few months back.But now I am kind of gaining that appetite back.
Hang around with different people from different background,history or walk of life makes my life a little less boring.Not to mention that I am geographically remote here.So I am, I can say adapting well with different people.When the mood is gloomy then I became sad with the crowd too.But when the air is happy and cheerful,why should I be the only person sad?Be real man. However,no matter what people I met everyday,I don't pick colors.Anyone deserved to be treated equally.Malaysia must really miss this statement.But take my point here.There is difference between adapting well and being such a hypocrite.
It does not matter how far the extend of longitude I can go.As long as I am around my die hard friend.I just become me.The one that so loud and having the loudest laugh.The person that can't stand awkward silence.There is nothing much much more comfortable than being around with close friends.They already are knew me inside out.Old proverb says, to know a person is by his friends.At least this applies to our commonality.
Here comes the climax of my bla-bla.No matter how you judge me,this person that own this writing.I will still be me.Might there be any changes in time,but I will still be I.No matter how great the changes affect me physically.And to be your friends,I may adapt with your style,but at the end we still have unique traits that make us difference and not the same.That is how I defines personality.Though we shared commonalities,but each of us are unique in many senses.This is reality.And to be your friends, I have no right to change the way you are.And you either have no right to change me.But if changes are necessary for good sake,then ride on.Being friends does not mean they have to alike.There is only one simple element that friendship needs.Trust.That is what build a friendship.And so the conflict of out of trust or whatsoever may be the never ending hot topic to screw up the ship.
I'm running out of brilliant words by now.Means I have to stop here then.
Run baby run,
Don't ever look back.
They'll tear us apart,
If you give them the chance.
Don't sell your heart,
Don't say we're not meant to be.
Run baby run,
Forever we'll be.