Je suis desolée

to Bobby.
I am so sorry.
sorry for not informing you earlier that we were leaving that day.
I felt terribly bad about.
and I hope that you will not angry with me.
for God sake, I was forgot.
really.

Emotionally Effervescent

3 straight days with no sufficient sleep had forced me to stay awake completing the final year project that almost hitting the deadline.To give a vivid picture of what final year project is, I expressed it in one simple word.Brutal.Final year project never gives even a little space for me to breathe easy.There's always be a sigh and another sigh and another sigh.Sigh~~

But that is still okay with me as I am considered as a workaholic guy sometimes.But most of the times I honestly said that I'm not. Laziness never get out of me.I bet you too.But mine is greater. I still can sleep and refuse to attend class one straight day without any concrete or convincing excuse.Thank God that good looking so-called guy like me(as if!) always been excused for none other reason but the fact that I am look like a good and well behaved guy.I am.But sometimes I can be a beast to.Less brutal.That's all about attitude.And there's nothing wrong with it.We're growing up.There is,I believe a room for us to improve yourself.Into whatever you desired.To be the better you or the worse you.Play the dice well.

It's so rare to see me burning the midnight oil until now.Shall I mentioned that it's 6.34am Malaysia Time?Oh.I just did.Yes,it's 6.34 in the morning.And I am still awake.Thanks for the caffeine wonders.It works this time.Another sip and another and another until my eyes refuse to feel sleepy anymore.

This posting,this time will be a little more personal I guess.It is all about to have your own privacy and to preserved others.Simpler words : to have your own space and giving others their space too.

I am not prejudice.

I did not befriended people for what their beliefs are or what colors they are.I treat everyone the same.Lucky for the one that closer to me,I'll treat them better because we share things more than I do with others.No offense.

and I am no fan of setting boundaries or fences between you and me myself.

I mean, who am I to set the fences? I don't want to.And I never makes friend for a cause.I don't need a tell-me-why question to explain why I makes friends with people.It's just I wanted to.Nothing else.And I don't need any reason to makes friend with people.Feel free to mingle around and just be who you are when you are with me.

But,people they have their own privacy,no matter how close they are.

Yes,that's for sure.It's not that every single thing is set privacy.In this context,there is something for certain unexplainable reason is remain private in yourself.And there also one thing that we declared as public secret.In my circle,public secret means that it's open for anyone inside the circle only.A fact that is known for exclusive audiences only.Talking about self privacy and being open with something, one thing I learned through the journey of life is that I don't like trespasser.Seriously,I don't.I said it loud and clear.I don't like people trespassed one's privacy.
Just look inside yourself.What if people done the same things to you?What would you do?Piss off and talk dirty to say the least.

I don't like trespasser.Totally off limit.

It is okay to have your mind or thought spoken out.But in a proper manner, please.All of us are well educated and well grown.And do behave like one.Everyone are capable to do the same things,to remind.It's just they don't feel like they wanted to do that.It's a worthless manner.And just think of it as humiliating people.Humiliating someone is not my kind of way too.It's all about the nature's law,by the way.What you give'you'll get back.

But you just did that, and feels good about being trespassing people's privacy, and humiliating people with humiliating words.

First timer,is forgiven.Repeated for the secind time is totally not accidentally. And I cannot tolerate the whole things that you did.Can't you just for once feels happy when other people's are happy? Can't you just get into the mood and absorb the positive vibes around you? can't you just stop being so pessimsitic about what is happen around?

Why can't you?

People.Always thought of I as a soft-hearted-but-tough boy.I am because I learned.And I have learnt lessons by lessons. A lot.But just to remind that the greater the volcanoes are,the greater the hot loads vomitted.It's just need time to spill them off.And hopefully mine will never does.It's not a warning,just to notify and keep aware.

But

Why can't I deserved something from what I had done for myself?even for once.

padang kat kuantan.snap.snap.

fasting season.day 17
and who said there's nothing much to do b4 bebuka?
there's plenty.
like what?
taking pictures while other friends are busy shopping.
ngeeeeeeeee.
padang pun ok apa.

i'm gonna miss this.a lot!

another semester left.
and i will no longer a student.
hated the fact.so much!
and i can't bear it.
am gonna really miss those captured moment..a lot.
those
energy.
spirit.
enthusiast
.sincere smile and laughter

I did a tagged Question.

1. What is the relationship of you and them?
+ Amir : Junior and close friend.
+ Nyda : Super Nice sista
+ Yun : She's not just a friend.

2. Your 5 impressions towards them.
+ Amir : Smart,Hardworking,Dashing,Nice,Sengal
+ Nyda : Caring,Helpful,Shoulder to cry on,Happy go lucky,Sweet
+ Yun : Beautiful,irresistible,killing eyes,confident,cute


3. The most memorable things they had done for you.
+ Amir : he lend his ear to my problem
+ Nyda : she gave me a spider key chain.and i still keep them
+ Yun : spend hours on the phone with me and my messy life.

4. The most memorable things he have said to you?
+ Amir : laha...
+ Nyda : ala..jgn la buat akak camtu..
+ Yun : kawu towk ensem bah,,eh silap,ok bah..

5. If they become your lover, you will...
+ Amir : if Amir my lover?oh no!
+ Nyda : We'll be a lovely couple then.
+ Yun : we'll be perfect match.maok ka?

6. If they become your enemy, you will...
+ I'd rather commit suicide if that ever happen.

7. If they become your lover, they has to improve on...
+ Amir : Think 1st eyhh.
+ Nyda : nothing because i'll love her because the way she is.
+ Yun : nothing because i'll love her because the way she is.

8. If they become your enemy, the reason is...
+ Because I am hotter and sexier than them.Wah!

9. The most desirable thing to do on them is?
+ Hang out.

10. The overall impression of them is...
+ they value relationship so much.

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
+ That I am strong,positive,high spirited...which sometimes i am none.

12. The character of you for yourself is?
+ C=CRAZY.

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
+LAZY boy

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
+ Bernard Chandran.

15. For the people who care about and likes you, say something about them
+ Caring and loving does knows no boundary.

Ten people to tag:

i. Firdaoz Razak
ii.Yusrie Yamin
iii.Jumain Mapplati
iv. Azim Omar
v. Dek Wan
vi. Amy Ajak
vii. Dalinawatie Naili
viii. Normala Samsudin
ix.Azwan Ismail
iix. Fieza Kadrieana

Who is No. 2 having a relationship with?
+ I dont know who.But the one that he's having now is an entangled relationship...deal with it.

No. 3 a male or a female?
+ Juamin is a male.That's obvious

If No. 7 and No. 10 were together, would it be a good thing
+ Errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

How about No. 5 and No. 8?
+ They are both not available for each other.

What is No. 1 studying about?
+ B.Eng Mechanical
Is No. 4 single?
+ single but not available

Say something about No. 6
+ She loves to post bulletin inside Friendster.