Brick Walls are there for a reason.
They let us know how badly we want something.
They let us know how badly we want something.
Nieces part 1
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cute
smart
naughty
Morning readers/hoppers.
this is Anastacia Banun.Damn.Miss her so much.Tyme Uncle ensem die balik ke Semenanjung Ghaza, eh, Semenanjung Malaysia, umo die baru beberapa tahun jagung.Thn ni bile uncle ensem jumpe die , dah bole bercakap kot.Dgn petahnya.And she's irresistible.Mesra alam.cam uncle die.same traits bah lam DNA kamek org.hehehe~
Antara part yg paling tidak disukai oleh saye dalam hidup ialah watching your grandchildren(yes,saye ade grandchildren kayh.) ke nephews ke nieces ke growing old.Semakin byk benda-benda org dewasa(adult stuff) yang kne take over.Cthnye,kne jadik babysitter while mummy dorg out somewhere.Pas tu , kne buatkn susu dlm botol susu. Anas pny susu is 3 cedok susu tepung pas 2 campor air smp senggatan 80ml tu.Yes, kne hafal this measurement.Kalo x die xkan minum susu.
Then,our parents ke uncle ke akan jadikan kite yg tgh gigih bersekolah ni sbg contoh or idol utk bebudak ni.Kalo ade family gathering ke reunion ke,antara ayat yg sll came across your ear ialah,
"Belajar rajin2.Esok ble besa bole jadik cam Uncle ni".See.How big their expectation to us.Memang la bangga jgk kan.But sometimes they can be burden to make yourself a an idle hero for your anak2 buah ni.Macam xde je Adyputra ke, Nur Amalina ke, bebudak cina yg terer kat sekolah ke utk dijadikn idol.huhu~
Anas is my sister's daughter.She's so hyperactive.
Me : Hyperactive nye anak org ni ,mak.
Mom : Tengok la acuan nye(sambil muncungkan mulut to my sis).
Sista : Well.
Me : Laha (dlm hati la) * saje jew nak spices of the dialog.
Tapi,pun begitu having many bebudak ni ade gak keseronokan die.In a way that they are the reason that life is worth living.Apart of watching they grew older,you are playing the role to guide them onto what they might become.Dorg ni kan bamboo punya parachute and kita lah yang melenturkan dorg.We lead them on what they want.x kesah la sekarang ni saye jadi ensiklopedia begerak ke, kamus oxford bergerak ke,as long as they tahu what happening around. Fuyoo..adult talking here.
to my Anastacia,
soon you'll be a girl.Few years then, you are a lovely young lady.And mom,dad uncle or anyone else are no longer be around you 24-7.
Uncle always trying to gives the best of you.Not just uncle,we are.
And you in return.
Must be a good girl too.
this is Anastacia Banun.Damn.Miss her so much.Tyme Uncle ensem die balik ke Semenanjung Ghaza, eh, Semenanjung Malaysia, umo die baru beberapa tahun jagung.Thn ni bile uncle ensem jumpe die , dah bole bercakap kot.Dgn petahnya.And she's irresistible.Mesra alam.cam uncle die.same traits bah lam DNA kamek org.hehehe~
Antara part yg paling tidak disukai oleh saye dalam hidup ialah watching your grandchildren(yes,saye ade grandchildren kayh.) ke nephews ke nieces ke growing old.Semakin byk benda-benda org dewasa(adult stuff) yang kne take over.Cthnye,kne jadik babysitter while mummy dorg out somewhere.Pas tu , kne buatkn susu dlm botol susu. Anas pny susu is 3 cedok susu tepung pas 2 campor air smp senggatan 80ml tu.Yes, kne hafal this measurement.Kalo x die xkan minum susu.
Then,our parents ke uncle ke akan jadikan kite yg tgh gigih bersekolah ni sbg contoh or idol utk bebudak ni.Kalo ade family gathering ke reunion ke,antara ayat yg sll came across your ear ialah,
"Belajar rajin2.Esok ble besa bole jadik cam Uncle ni".See.How big their expectation to us.Memang la bangga jgk kan.But sometimes they can be burden to make yourself a an idle hero for your anak2 buah ni.Macam xde je Adyputra ke, Nur Amalina ke, bebudak cina yg terer kat sekolah ke utk dijadikn idol.huhu~
Anas is my sister's daughter.She's so hyperactive.
Me : Hyperactive nye anak org ni ,mak.
Mom : Tengok la acuan nye(sambil muncungkan mulut to my sis).
Sista : Well.
Me : Laha (dlm hati la) * saje jew nak spices of the dialog.
Tapi,pun begitu having many bebudak ni ade gak keseronokan die.In a way that they are the reason that life is worth living.Apart of watching they grew older,you are playing the role to guide them onto what they might become.Dorg ni kan bamboo punya parachute and kita lah yang melenturkan dorg.We lead them on what they want.x kesah la sekarang ni saye jadi ensiklopedia begerak ke, kamus oxford bergerak ke,as long as they tahu what happening around. Fuyoo..adult talking here.
to my Anastacia,
soon you'll be a girl.Few years then, you are a lovely young lady.And mom,dad uncle or anyone else are no longer be around you 24-7.
Uncle always trying to gives the best of you.Not just uncle,we are.
And you in return.
Must be a good girl too.
Happy Independence Day.
Masih belum terlambat untuk ucapkan Selamat Hari Kemerdekaan yang ke 51 untuk Malaysia kerana sambutan bulan kemerdekaan berakhir pada 16 September.Tapi, apalah makna hari kemerdekaan kepada generasi kini.Tanpa penghayatan, hari kemerdekaan sekarang tidak ubah seperti menantikan sebuah alasan untuk berpesta , bersuka ria.
Biarlah.Itu agenda orang yang lebih tahu untuk menyuntik kembali semangat kemerdekaan ke dalam diri anak-anak muda.Kerja mereka.
Haboot.
Menghabiskan malam merdeka di Kuantan.Tidak seperti kelaziman di sekitar kampus.Sangat-sangat best!Especially the moment of truth when Maoh drove us to TC.yay~
Here are some zhao pian to share our Merdeka nite outside.
Biarlah.Itu agenda orang yang lebih tahu untuk menyuntik kembali semangat kemerdekaan ke dalam diri anak-anak muda.Kerja mereka.
Haboot.
Menghabiskan malam merdeka di Kuantan.Tidak seperti kelaziman di sekitar kampus.Sangat-sangat best!Especially the moment of truth when Maoh drove us to TC.yay~
Here are some zhao pian to share our Merdeka nite outside.
Fireworks at the back!Yes, walaupun fireworks dia tersasar sikit waktu launching- nya,tetap memberi sedikit kemeriahan pada sambutan malam kemerdekaan yang lite-lite je kat Kuantan on that paticular nite.That's me and Yusree.Auntie tu bagi free flag untuk org Pahang sahaja.Tapi,atas dasar negara yang demokratik, kitorg pun tetap gigih mengibarkan bendera negeri Pahang.
Besides me is Jumain.Another housemate. Masih lagi ber-background kan fireworks tu.The only happening things malam tu.
Ni la delegasi kitorg yang gigih nak menyambut independence day outside the campus.Yusree,Moi,Maoh and housemate die,Nick.Jumain xde lam gambo.Sbb die yg amek gambo.hehe~
Motif gambo ni? Ape kaitan dgn sambutan kemerdekaan?haha.No,soon after celebration kat bandar Kuantan tu,we all pergi ke TC(Teluk Chempedak) some says TC = Tito's Corner.Hahaa~ propa je lebih.Ni la 1st time lam idup saye dpt nengok starfish dengan lebih jitu dan persis.Yang penting my first time pegang real starfish.haha~best giler malam tu.
Especially time duduk2 sambil tengok bebintang di langit and dengar ombak laut memukul pantai.<--boleh wat satu sajak.hahah.
ni lah my first real star fish yg saye pegang sendiri.Bukan Patrick ok.Tapi, Patrick tu inspired drpd starfish la.Cute x?
I wonder, boleh sik nginang nya kat aquarium?
Especially time duduk2 sambil tengok bebintang di langit and dengar ombak laut memukul pantai.<--boleh wat satu sajak.hahah.
ni lah my first real star fish yg saye pegang sendiri.Bukan Patrick ok.Tapi, Patrick tu inspired drpd starfish la.Cute x?
I wonder, boleh sik nginang nya kat aquarium?
I Really Have No Idea
How am I suppose to smile when I am obviously faking it.?Feelings comes and go.But this time I feel as if this feeling had leaved a scratch deep in my heart. And the scar was too big to be wounded.I had turned to so many friends, but still it can't vanish those feelings that I hate to bear.I laugh so many times to tell the world that I am okay.I smile just to let those people that I really care that I am okay and there is nothing to worry about. But until when?All this while I feel like as if I am lying to myself about myself.I am denying the real me.But I have to live like that everyday.Because I care.
There are so many tales that I need to tell my friends. But I opt not to.Because I learn to deal things myself.Not that I refuse to share.It just me.Sometimes I think it is too private to have all my things revealed.But of course I am the person that have less secret in the world.Because the people that I mingle with is the person that I trust the most.There is no secret in my world.Plus, we have our own term called public secret.Means that a secret that is shared among the member in our circle.Sound interesting?Yes it is.And you should be envy of our circle because we have our public secret, and you don't..oink3.
Woke up early this morning and I planned to do a few typing things with my FYP after had a little refreshment with my housemate.They had their first sahur this morning.That's why it a little hoo-haa this morning. Because everybody are so excited except for Yusrie.LAHA.He don't even woke up.Waited the clock to strike 6am,I continued my sleep.And the next time I woke up it was already 843am.Holy crap.And I missed the Lab again.This is the 4th time I missed the exact class.Continued my sleep until 1230pm.It feels so nice to have such a long sleep.After that,I open the memo and one memo attrack me.It was from En.Yahaya.It either asked me to drop the subject or I would not be permitted to sit for the final exam.Without thinking twice,or not even thought of anything I just apply to drop the subject.
Now.
What on earth is am I doing now?What have I done to my life?to my future?I just don't know.I have no idea on what am I doing by now.Everything just not make sense to me.And I feel like falling apart.God,what is this?I just did something and I am too afraid to bear the consequences. Am I irressponsible.Do I really have to do that?I am really don't know what is happening to myself.GILO.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
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