3 straight days with no sufficient sleep had forced me to stay awake completing the final year project that almost hitting the deadline.To give a vivid picture of what final year project is, I expressed it in one simple word.Brutal.Final year project never gives even a little space for me to breathe easy.There's always be a sigh and another sigh and another sigh.Sigh~~
But that is still okay with me as I am considered as a workaholic guy sometimes.But most of the times I honestly said that I'm not. Laziness never get out of me.I bet you too.But mine is greater. I still can sleep and refuse to attend class one straight day without any concrete or convincing excuse.Thank God that good looking so-called guy like me(as if!) always been excused for none other reason but the fact that I am look like a good and well behaved guy.I am.But sometimes I can be a beast to.Less brutal.That's all about attitude.And there's nothing wrong with it.We're growing up.There is,I believe a room for us to improve yourself.Into whatever you desired.To be the better you or the worse you.Play the dice well.
It's so rare to see me burning the midnight oil until now.Shall I mentioned that it's 6.34am Malaysia Time?Oh.I just did.Yes,it's 6.34 in the morning.And I am still awake.Thanks for the caffeine wonders.It works this time.Another sip and another and another until my eyes refuse to feel sleepy anymore.
This posting,this time will be a little more personal I guess.It is all about to have your own privacy and to preserved others.Simpler words : to have your own space and giving others their space too.
I am not prejudice.
I did not befriended people for what their beliefs are or what colors they are.I treat everyone the same.Lucky for the one that closer to me,I'll treat them better because we share things more than I do with others.No offense.
and I am no fan of setting boundaries or fences between you and me myself.
I mean, who am I to set the fences? I don't want to.And I never makes friend for a cause.I don't need a tell-me-why question to explain why I makes friends with people.It's just I wanted to.Nothing else.And I don't need any reason to makes friend with people.Feel free to mingle around and just be who you are when you are with me.
But,people they have their own privacy,no matter how close they are.
Yes,that's for sure.It's not that every single thing is set privacy.In this context,there is something for certain unexplainable reason is remain private in yourself.And there also one thing that we declared as public secret.In my circle,public secret means that it's open for anyone inside the circle only.A fact that is known for exclusive audiences only.Talking about self privacy and being open with something, one thing I learned through the journey of life is that I don't like trespasser.Seriously,I don't.I said it loud and clear.I don't like people trespassed one's privacy.
Just look inside yourself.What if people done the same things to you?What would you do?Piss off and talk dirty to say the least.
I don't like trespasser.Totally off limit.
It is okay to have your mind or thought spoken out.But in a proper manner, please.All of us are well educated and well grown.And do behave like one.Everyone are capable to do the same things,to remind.It's just they don't feel like they wanted to do that.It's a worthless manner.And just think of it as humiliating people.Humiliating someone is not my kind of way too.It's all about the nature's law,by the way.What you give'you'll get back.
But you just did that, and feels good about being trespassing people's privacy, and humiliating people with humiliating words.
First timer,is forgiven.Repeated for the secind time is totally not accidentally. And I cannot tolerate the whole things that you did.Can't you just for once feels happy when other people's are happy? Can't you just get into the mood and absorb the positive vibes around you? can't you just stop being so pessimsitic about what is happen around?
Why can't you?
People.Always thought of I as a soft-hearted-but-tough boy.I am because I learned.And I have learnt lessons by lessons. A lot.But just to remind that the greater the volcanoes are,the greater the hot loads vomitted.It's just need time to spill them off.And hopefully mine will never does.It's not a warning,just to notify and keep aware.
But
Why can't I deserved something from what I had done for myself?even for once.