It's been a while since my last post.I had so much to share with.It's just the time become so jealous that I couldn't post any.Never mind, that's not so important.What is really concerned right now what to be written on the next post.
It's already the 11th day of 2008.Happy New Year.Am still in the mood of new year celebration.To celebrate Christmas and New Year with family means so much to me.Regardless of the joyful moment I do have while celebrating the eve with friends.It is both joyful in their own way.
When new year came..like so,same old question came by.What is your vision for this year?And I still don't have any for the time being.I wish this year gives more ong to me.Ouch! isn't that also a vision?oh,I just made one..No,my point is I just not yet setting my mindset that new year means new hopes,new semester,new subjects,new..new..new...etc.Everything around are still the same.Inside my room here not a single thing that look like new for me.All I can say that this year starts with not-so good start.Night of the 31 December I celebrate the new year cheerfully and the next day I have to rush back to Campus.Oh...what a life.And back here in campus,I feel as if I am still at home.Physically I am here.But I am still thinking of the comfortableness of home.It's feel like heaven to be home."Rumahku Syurgaku" is the best phrase to describe it.
Oh I wish that Hiro Nakamura is here to bring me back home.How I am struggling to be home last year,that is exactly how I felt now...I am dying to be home..Oh..did overtype the word home?I am so anak ibu..
It just being home means you are showered with an abundant love.Things that you could not ask for more.Everything you need is right in front of you.Your mom,dad,siblings,neighbor,your childhood buddy.There are all around you..Plus,leaving the campus means you are leaving all the tangled-and-never-ending problems,hatred,hypocrites,fake smiles,sarcasm etc..
I keep myself busy to mingle with families,friends and everyone back home until not a single moment at home I ever thought of going back to campus.It just being home feels great.Because home is where the heart is.
Oh dear 2008..I am so not ready for all this.Another year older and yet getting older means you are getting wiser.There is so much decision to make which I don't like.Or to be exact,hate to make decision.Every time when you make decision,another party will have to swallow the bitter result.I don't want any people around me to feel negative.And to decide means you have to be rude to other party.How angelic I am..but that's how I want things around me to be.
Everyone has their right to feel happy and safe.
To end this post,let's just reflect on what we had done previously and aim to be the better us next time.How?You have all the answers........